If I were a human, would you still love me?
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  • Reads 46,405
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  • Parts 101
  • Time 17h 13m
Ongoing, First published Oct 31, 2022
2 new parts
I upload every week, on Tuesday.
Writing gets better over time.

Contains:
Asmodeus x Iruma <--(Main ship)
Kiriwo x Iruma

It was a regular day in the netherworld, untill Iruma went home one day. To his suprise he finds himself drugged. Drugged by who you may ask? By the notorious group known as the six fingers, Kiriwo specifically. 

After that, his whole life changes, they know he is human.

In exchange of keeping Iruma's secret, he had gotten a letter, telling him to go to a shady tower each week. There he does a demand for them. Usually thats giving blood. But it soon turns into more than just that.

Iruma's family can't protect him anymore and Iruma isn't safe, not even from himself. His grandpa is considering sending him back to the human world. Opera is conserned for his health, physically and mentally.

Kiriwo and Asmodeus both have a weird lingering feeling in their chests every time they look at Iruma. What happens when Kiriwo and Asmodeus figure out their love for Iruma?

What will Asmodeus do when he figures out that Iruma is infact, human?
And what happens when Kiriwo wants him all for himself?

Because Iruma doesn't know anymore.

And he doesn't want to go back to the human world

Read to find out.~

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Ranked #1 in IruAzz by wattpad, 5-6-2024

UNDER EDITING!

I upload every week, but the chapters may get changed so if you see "⚒️" its under construction/ needs to be edited. 

This story follows the manga and begins from the end of season 3

Contains gay relationships.
Also contains themes with suicide, depression, anxiety, cutting, obsessive stalking, forced relationship's, hyperventilation and an abusive past.

It's an angst book, and my cry counter  right now is more than 20. Take that as a serious warning. ⚠️ 
(These are all from people who have let comment's that they cried during a chapter, yes I update this manually every time.)


You can message me whenever, for any reason at all. I'll listen.

Enjoy!

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