64 - Brennen Taylor ( YouTube )

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" Don't contact me! Ever again! " that was the last thing he ever said to me. That's what the love of my life told me, last thing I ever heard from him. And it broke my heart so much, I didn't even know why the relationship was ending. He was mad and upset, and everything like that. I knew something must have happened, and he was letting his anger out on me. 

I found out I was pregnant two months after the breakup, and in August of 2018 I gave birth to my son, Kai Remington, he was born at 3:38 in the morning, and he is my life. I haven't talked to him in years, since we broke up. I have not talked to him or any of his friends in that matter. Now I have somewhat talked to Kat but that's also caused we came out with music. 

Everything happened so fast, it was really painful for me. I lost everybody pretty much, and then I had to go through a whole pregnancy alone. I wrote so many songs about him, and about the whole situation that was at hand. 

I came out with an EP in April of 2018 titled Medicine Cabinet, and it had 6 songs that I wrote during that time in the breakup. And I stopped singing the other songs, I wrote three songs while I was in the relationship. And now, it's been years, and I am performing one of those songs for the first time. And then it's going into a song I wrote after the breakup. 

But none of them know about Kai, I pretty much disappeared after the breakup. A lot of my fans thought I was taking the breakup really hard, which I was. But it was also cause I was pregnant. Currently I'm in the store with Kai as I am getting food for the week. 

" Do you want these? " I ask him, holding some animal crackers.

" Yeah! " he cheers, which causes me to laugh. I place it in the cart, and start walking again. There are people behind me, but I'm just minding my own business and everything like that. I feel someone tap my shoulder, and I turn to see a woman. 

" Hi, sorry, my name's Tara, I was just wondering where you got that hoodie, " she tells me, I look down and see the hoodie I am wearing. It's Colby's old merch, I've had it for years. 

" Oh... it's just a YouTuber's, " I tell her, she nods towards me. " Old friend of mine, " I add, he nods again. 

" Tara where are you?! " I hear someone scream, I look down at the aisle to see Kat standing there. 

" Y/n?! " Kat screams, and that's when my eyes went wide. And she ran towards me hugging me tightly, and I hug back. Come on this is the first time I've seen them since early 2018. 

" Kat.. oh my God, " I mutter.

" How are you doing!? What have you been doing? " She asks me. 

" Oh just making music and videos, life's been chaotic, " I tell her chuckling lightly. 

" Mommy... can we get popsicles? " Kai asks. I turn to him and nod towards him. 

" Yeah baby, we'll go get popsicles, " I tell him. 

" Who's-who's this? " Kat asks. 

" My son, " I comment, he gives me a nod. Just try to avoid details about him, just try to avoid details. " Baby you want to say hi? " I ask. 

" Hi, " he whispers, which Tara and her say hi back. 

" I should get going, it was nice seeing all of you guys, " I tell them. 

" Nice seeing you too, " Kat tells me, I turn and go on my daily life. 

I saw Kat, I haven't seen her in years. She looked great, I think she was in shock by me having a kid with me. But, it was good seeing her. I guess Tara is a friend of hers. 

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