Random Imagines

113 - Colby Brock ( Sam and Colby )

My daughter, Athena, was born on October 21st, 2018 at 3:37 pm. She weighed at 10 pounds and 5 ounces, her length was 19 inches. She's my everything. Her dad doesn't know that he is the father, back in early 2018 on his birthday we had sex. And I got pregnant, and we've never talked about that day since then. 

For some reason I still get flashbacks from that night, but not once have we ever had that conversation. Plus his career has really taken off, and I don't want to burden him with that. I would feel guilty. But I have Athena, and she's all I need. As hard as it gets sometimes, she's worth it. Being able to be her mom is everything that I need. 

She's 2 now, turning 3 this year. It's crazy, she's gotten so big. And it's so sweet seeing her grow into the beautiful kid she's turning into. " Aunt Kat! " Athena screams, climbing down from me and instantly running towards Kat. 

" Athena! " Kat screams, picking her up and hugging her. She talks very well for a 2-year-old. She still has words she's working on, but it's adorable. " You guys about to head back to your parents'? " She asks, I give her a nod. 

" Grandma and Grandpa! " She cheers which causes Kat and I to laugh. We continued on talking, and Athena wanted to go on the couch so we placed her down. I always keep my eye on her, I'm not trying to lose her ever. 

" Has she started asking about who her dad is? " Kat asks, she knows somewhat. She doesn't want to ask me straight up if Colby is her dad. But she knows that he is. 

" Not yet, I don't know what I'm gonna do when she does. He doesn't even know that he's her dad, " I tell her, she nods towards me. I don't know how to bring it up after the last time. I mean it pretty much said there's no way he could be Athena's dad. Because he doesn't remember we slept together. So, when I said 'well, it could be you'. That fractured our friendship for a little bit. But eventually we made up, and everything is fine. But I've never said anything after that. 

Colby's and I's friendship was never really the same. I don't know why, but it just wasn't. And I think he thinks I'm in love with him or something like that. But in reality, he's the father to my child. And doesn't truly want to take responsibility for it. Which hurts in every way possible, but I know that it sometimes just happens. There's nothing I can do, he picked his life and I picked mine. 

It would still be nice though, I need to let that dream go. He told me that it was all a dream, us sleeping together was all a dream. Which that definitely hurt hearing, because I got pregnant. But in his eyes it was all a dream. 

Colby's P.O.V. 

" Come you've never wondered who Athena's dad was? " Mitchell asks, we all look at him and shake our heads or shrug towards him. 

" She doesn't really talk about him, from what I've heard is that it ended not the best, " Brennen comments, which causes all of us to agree with him. 

" I mean we all have our assumptions of who we think, the person who probably would know maybe is Kat, " Sam tells him. 

" Which I have my idea of who it is, but I never asked her about it because every time I bring up Athena's dad she gets emotional about it, " Kat comments. 

" Who do you think it is? " Mitchell asks, we all turn to Kat to see if she will actually say who she believes it is. 

" I think it's Colby, " she states. All of the boys and Amber looks at me. 

" Why would you think that? " I ask her. 

" I mean the timing of you guys sleeping together lines up. And I know you were the only one she had sex with. Come you two had sex on your birthday back in 2018, she found out she was pregnant that next month. And then 8 months after she found out she was pregnant, in October, she gave birth to Athena, " she comments.