𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝘽𝙇𝘼𝘾𝙆 𝙋𝙃𝙊𝙉𝙀 𝙄𝙈𝘼𝙂𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎

𝐈 𝐎𝐖𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 - 𝐫.𝐚

!! PANIC ATTACK!!

ME AND ROBIN ARELLANO were having a sleepover, we were watching tv when robin tio walked in "r-robin" he said with a shaky voice

"yeah?" robin said as he turned around "your father...he's gone" his tio said

i still remember that night like it was yesterday, robin cried in my arms the whole night until he fell asleep, i remember the way he was so vulnerable and so weak, it made me so upset seeing him that way

his tears left soaking patches on my shirt, his face rested in my chest.

a couple of days after the event he thanked me, he said "i owe you y/n"

that brings us here. The sleepover that i would never forget. the day i'd never forget.

me, finn, gwen and robin were all having the time of our life's, blasting music in my room, having pillow fights, talking shit about people

when all of a sudden we heard my dad scream and cry, me gwen and finn looked at each other in shock, we quickly ran down the stairs to the kitchen where we found our dad in hysteric tears

"d-dad!? what's wrong?" i said "she's gone, s-she ended it" he said

i knew exactly what had happened. our mother. she suffered from these dreams that told her to do things, horrible things.

i felt hot tears sting my eyes, i looked over at gwen who was on her knees crying, finn had his hand over his mouth, tears filled his eyes

i felt my knees get heavy until they gave in, it felt like earth had slowed down in that second

i felt a pair of arms wrap around me, robin had caught me from falling

he picked me up and held me in his arms, "it's ok y/n" he whispered in my ear

he stroked the back of my head, "i'm here" he said

in the corner of my eye i saw finn and gwen hugging dad

i cried hysterically into robins shoulder, he pulled away and placed a soft kiss on my cheek, normally i would've been in shock, me and robin weren't dating

but i was so vulnerable that i didn't even care, he picked me up bringing me to the couch, he sat me down

i started to forget how to breath, my chest feeling like it was slowly closing up, robin noticed

"y/n y/n breath" he said as he leaned down, he placed his hand on my thigh one hand holding my hand.

"in...out...in...out" he said doing breaths in and out with me

i finally started calming down, "i'll be back ok?" he said, i nodded as he ran off to the kitchen, he came back with a glass of water "drink this it helps" he said

i took a few gulps of water, i put the glass down and looked at robin

"thank you robin" i said

he sat next to me and held my hand, "ofc" he said smiling
"i owe you...remember" he said

NOVA SPEAKS —

thank you to @cloudyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy thank you for the idea!!

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