𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝘽𝙇𝘼𝘾𝙆 𝙋𝙃𝙊𝙉𝙀 𝙄𝙈𝘼𝙂𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎

𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑 - 𝐟.𝐛

EVER SINCE I WAS BORN i've had a stutter, and i hate it. i hate it so much. it makes me wanna never talk again.

and that's exactly what i did, i stopped talking, for a long time, all because i got bullied.

FLASH BACK

"ok! uhm who's next...y/n! can you answer number 5 for me, explain how you got the answer too please" the teacher said.

i heard a few kids start whispering, i gulped nervously "uh...s-so" before i could even finish kids started laughing

"s-s-s-spit i-it it o-out y-y-y/n!" one kid yelled, i felt tears in my eyes as i looked down at my work, even the teacher was giggling.

i sighed blinking my tears away, i couldn't let anyone know it hurt me, i looked back up at the board, everyone still laughing.

"y-y-y-you g-g-g-gonna c-c-cry?" one kid behind me said laughing, i grabbed my text book and turned around slapping him across the face with it

i grabbed my stuff and walked out, i ran to the bathrooms, i walked into the stall and cried my eyes out, i stayed there the whole day until school was over.

FLASH BACK ENDED

every since then i don't talk, only if i need to, or if i'm at home.

but when i'm at school i don't talk to anyone, my only friend is finney, he says he's worried about me, but i just don't talk back.

"y/n im worried about you, you need to talk to me, i don't care about your stutter! just please y/n talk to me, i miss your voice" he said as he held my hands

i shook my head "y/n please, your stutter is adorable i love it so much, i'd never judge it" he said

i sighed looking up at him "please" he said, his eyes were full of plead,
"o-ok" i said, he smiled immediately hearing my voice.

"your voice is music to my ears y/n" he said smiling, i smiled faintly "now tell me what's going on" he said

"i-i-it's..." i couldn't get the rest out without crying "m-m..mean k-kids" i said trying not to cry, with some sentences i just shorten them so it's easier to say

he nodded "don't listen to them y/n" he said "i-it...n-not t-...tha-t simple" i said, he sighed "i know it's not but you just gotta try, your stutter to me is the most cutest thing i've ever heard y/n i love it so much you don't understand" he said chuckling

i smiled widely "it makes me happy hearing it, so please kept talking, i don't want to see you so quiet" he said

i nodded smiling, finney was good at making me feel better, that's why i love him, other reasons too.

he smiled as he hugged me "love you y/n" he said "l-love -y-you too" i said

NOVA SPEAKS

i don't really know much about stuttering so i'm sorry if it's bad 😭