7th Chapter - Study

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Garreth was at another part of the large campus, so we at least agreed to meet in the middle during the lunch break.

I was walking towards the auditorium when suddenly someone grabbed my hand and pulled me towards them. "Don't tell me you're doing the psychology degree too? I thought you were studying chemistry?", Sebastian asked excitedly and hugged me tightly.

"I think you've misunderstood something. Garreth studies chemistry, but I study psychology. I just meant that it's because of the chemistry degree that the university here in Inverness has been chosen.""Well, then, in that case, here's to a good degree," Sebastian said, blushing a little. My heart was racing and at the same time I was worried.

Whenever I saw Sebastian, my heart started to race a little. I already knew this feeling from Garreth and suspected that I was getting caught up in something very tricky. My desire to get closer to Sebastian grew day by day.

My love for Garreth was undiminished. I understood his jealousy because, and I was ashamed of this realisation, it was obviously justified. Again and again I caught myself imagining getting fucked by both of them at the same time.

Now Sebastian and I sat together in the back row of the lecture hall and talked until it started. Wonderful, I thought to myself. So we work together, go to therapy together and study together. That will cause problems at home.

But Sebastian seemed absolutely content, and kept looking over at me and smiling broadly. It was a different smile from the usual one. It seemed much more honest than usual. Sebastian was left-handed and sat to my right, so our hands kept sliding together and touching.

And somehow I was glad about that. I wanted to touch him. I wanted so much more than that, but I didn't want to hurt Garreth.

During the break, Sebastian was approached by a pretty girl asking if they could meet sometime. Coolly, Sebastian replied, "Are you serious? My girlfriend is sitting next to me and you're trying to flirt with me? Piss off."

When she was gone, he grinned broadly at me, "Sorry, but you're my excuse now." "Wonderful.", I laughed. "Well, and it's not particularly unrealistic. If you didn't have your Garreth, I'd have made you my possession already," he said, taking a bite out of a bar of chocolate. "Want some?" he asked, holding the bar out to me. I broke off a piece and ate it.

His possession? I literally melted at the thought of that statement. I felt warm and blushed, which Sebastian also noticed. "Are you all right? Wait, is this because of that comment just now?" he asked and started laughing out loud, "So that's the kind of girl you are. Good to know." "What do you mean?", I asked clearly embarrassed.

"That, my dear Caelie, is my secret." "No, now tell me!", I said laughing.

He leaned towards me and grinned broadly at me, "You're one who likes to be degraded. You enjoy being told that you are a useless whore who is no good for anything more than being fucked," he said quietly but directly as I felt myself becoming quite aroused by his words. He was right.

"Like I said.", he laughed and continued to raise an eyebrow with a grin, "We would certainly have a lot of fun together. But well. I'm going to take a piss before it starts," he said and stood up. Speechless, I sat in my seat, trying to understand how he recognised that.

I looked at my mobile phone. Garreth had texted me that he was already looking forward to lunch. I was looking forward to seeing him too, but I was worried.

Sebastian came back and sat down next to me again. Again he grinned at me. "Sorry, but that was just too tempting," he said quietly.

It was on to the next lecture, and again Sebastian and my gaze met frequently.

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