Lets Chat Again!

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Sorry for any spelling errors, I am tired af <3

I also probably forgot like half the stuff I wanted to say and if that's the case than look out for more of me not shutting up at the end of future chapters if you care to know <3

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Hello, beautiful people, and welcome to the chat chapter I have about twice a year where I talk about a few things!

So, let me first say, that I work full time now and I have applied for college which I'm supposed to start in spring of 2024. Though I work full time, I'm in the hvac line of work, and it gets slow in the winter time. Work should be slowing down for us very soon which means that I should have more time to write. I HOPE I do. I mean, I'm currently at work right now in the passenger seat of my coworker's work truck with Under The Bridge by Red Hot Chili Peppers playing quite loudly while I wait on him to come back—As I've said before, I love writing and I never want to stop doing it. That's why I came back after a long break. I honestly didn't expect to write publicly again, but I love it too much. I love making people happy and bringing comfort and just writing for people who actually appreciate my hard work and support me even when I think my work is shit. Y'all are awesome and I can never say that enough. I really can't.

Now let's get to some things I really wanna talk about. I have a few players in mind I would like to add and write for. Y'all have thrown several names at me, but I can't add a bunch at one time, so I picked 5 men (since I just added Daniel and Brock) and I want y'all to let me know how y'all feel about them.

Zach Wilson
Aiden Hutchinson
Trevor Lawrence
Puka Nacua
Chidobe Awuzie

My first works for each of these men will probably be terrible since I know them but I don't know them...I've just had people suggest writing for them and I'm not gonna lie they are all cute and I know enough about them to make something. Will it be great? Probably not, but if y'all haven't noticed most of my first imagines of players are shit. My first Burrow one...My first Herbert one...My first Jones and Purdy and McCaffery...

Speaking of Christian, I need to write for that man. I haven't written for him in over a year and my only work for him is one of my least favorite things I've ever written. I refuse to go back and read that one. Holy fuck it's bad. And to think I liked it when I first published it...What was wrong with me.

I need to write more Nick Bosa, Justin Jefferson, Tee Higgins, Sam Hubbard, Trey Hendrickson, Logan Wilson, the list goes on—My head is so full of ideas for football men but I can't write as quickly and as well as my brain can. Which sucks because if that was the case I'd have an imagine to post every single day. That would be awesome but it's not possible for a woman like me who is everywhere all the time, if not psychically than mentally 

So jumping to a new topic, let's talk requests. Requests will not be open for the time being because I hate when someone sends in a request and they have to wait for forever for me to get it out. It makes me feel so bad. Like yes, I have a life and responsibilities but I'm a very selfless person and I have a bigger heart than I do head so I always find myself bending over backwards for people. Like all the time. And I wanna kick myself for it sometimes but also, as I've voiced so many times that y'all are probably sick of hearing me say it, I love making people happy and making them smile and laugh and feel understood and comforted and all that. It makes me happy, so I do it. Being selfless means I do get hurt a lot, but I make people happy. And that's what truly matters. BUT that does not mean I'm always a sweet person and that I let people walk all over me 25/8. I have people tell me all the time that I have a heart of gold but trust me, if y'all saw my face you would probably think I look like a bitch...With my big pouty lips and bored dark brown eyes, people say I look like I hate everyone and everything which isn't true because I am a ball of sunshine 7 of 10 times people see me <3

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