Chapter 215

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**YOUR POV**
As Harry was off stage and the fans were still cheering, we headed backstage. I stumbled a little as I noticed I felt a bit dizzy and Gemma steadied me, holding onto my arm.

„Y/n, are you alright?" She asked me, both her and Anne looking at me concerned.

„I guess, yeah. Just need some water." I told them already spotting Harry as soon as we got back there.

I let Anne and Gemma hug, kiss and congratulate him first and waited behind them until they were done and Harry looked at me with a bright smile.

„Seeing you happy and those dimples popping, is the best thing in this entire world." I smiled back at him. „You were incredible out there, H. Everyone loved it and had the best time. You did so great." I hugged him tight. „I'm so proud."

„Thank you, baby. Thank you so much. I was so nervous, but I loved it and it felt so good up there."

„I can imagine. You did it, Haz. You officially did your first solo show." I kissed his lips.

„Yeah, it feels so surreal." He grabbed both my hands. „Hey, you're shaking all over, are you alright?" His eyes turned serious almost instantly.

„I feel a bit dizzy, just have to sit down and catch my breath." I admitted.

„Come here, baby." He wrapped his arm around my waist and guided me back to the couch in his dressing room. „Sit down, I'll get you some water." He quickly left and got back with a bottle of water, handing it to me.

„Thank you. Sorry, I felt fine the whole time until just now." I breathed.

„It's alright. Not your fault, sweetie." He kissed my cheek and placed his hand on my back. „Take your time. We're not leaving until you feel okay." He told me, rubbing my back.

I nodded, taking some sips of the water before I leaned into his side. „I hate this, I'm sorry." I closed my eyes, feeling utterly exhausted.

„Don't apologize, love."

„You were really great, Harry. Tonight was something to remember. I'm so glad I was there for it." I told him.

„Me too, I'm really happy." He kissed me again when I saw the tears in his eyes.

„No tears, H. Please no tears." I cupped his cheek.

„Those are happy tears." He told me.

„You promise?"

He nodded.

„Okay then. I love you so much." I kissed his lips.

„Love you more." He smiled with teary eyes. „Are you feeling better?"

„I think so." I said, not sure though and got up on my feet, but felt like passing out immediately when my legs gave.

„Wow, wow, wow." Harry had to catch me by my waist and sit me back down. „Can you walk?"

„Not sure." I sighed. „I feel really weak out of a sudden, I don't think I have the strength."

„Oh baby, I'm sorry." He ran his hand through my hair. „Come here, I'll get you home." He reached his arms out to pick me up bridal style.

„You're not allowed to lift anything, H."

„I am, I got cleared the other day." He assured me and picked me up right afterwards. I wrapped my arms around his neck and leaned against his chest while he got Anne and Gemma before we made our way to the car and he sat me down in the back, next to Gemma.

I fell asleep on the whole way back home, because when I woke up again, I was lying in our bed and only the bedside lamp was lighting up the room a little.
I rubbed my eyes, stretching my arms, scanning the room for Harry just when he entered the room, wearing sweatpants and a t-shirt, his clothes he wore on stage lying over the backrest of a chair next to the closet.

„Hey." He smiled.

„Hi." I smiled back, opening my arms for him after I sat up and he placed himself next to me, wrapping his arms around me.

„Are you feeling a bit better?" He asked me.

„I am, yeah." I assured him. „So we haven't had time to really talk. How are you feeling after this massive night?"

He smiled almost instantly „Really good. Feels really good to be back with my own music, my own work." He told me. „It is kind of weird to get announced as just Harry Styles and not One Direction anymore. It's me, just me alone, me Harry Styles without the rest of the band, just Harry."'

„It is you alone, but it's not „just Harry", it's Harry Styles, singer, songwriter and actor. You're special, Haz. You're not just someone, you're Harry, you're special and you're sooo loved by so many people. It may be weird and you may be alone, but as I said so many times, this is just the beginning and you've still got so many things to discover and learn about yourself. You'll still grow so much." I told him. „One thing that I admire about you ever since you came out of the band is your ability of slowly but surely starting to express yourself and who you really are. The way you dress, the way you handle yourself, the way you don't give a shit about what anyone says about your style and what you like. I love that so much about you."

He wrapped his arms right back around me again. „Thank you so much. That means the world to me, especially you saying this. Thank you so much for everything. For all the love and support. I don't take it for granted."

„That's what I'm here for, baby. You support me and I support you." I kissed his soft lips.

„We're a great team, aren't we?" He smiled.

„The best." I smiled back. „Oh by the way, I have another little present for you."

„Another one? Babe, that's really not necessary."

„No it is. I wanted to gift it to you for a while already, but thought this would be the perfect occasion." I told him. „I just have to get it." I got out of bed.

„Wait, I can get it, love."

„No, no, I'm fine really." I stood up and went to my purse, getting a box and went back to hand it to him. „Here, this is for you."

„What is it?" He smiled.

„Well you have to open it to see. You've been painting your nails for a while, but you've only always painted them black so I thought..." I explained while he opened the box and looked inside. „...you might like some colors."

„Oh honey." He instantly teared up, looking at all the colorful nail polishes I got him. „I...I think...this is the best present someone ever made me." He said. „Thank you so much. I love it. Thank you, thank you, thank you." He pressed his lips on mine and hugged me again tightly.

„You're very welcome, sunshine. Seeing you happy is everything to me." I told him.

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