Y/n Y/l/n, a 21 year old, successful singer, disappeared for two years without anyone knowing the reason. She had to keep it a secret, she wanted it to keep it a secret, because if she didn't she would have hurt him more than she did shortly before...
July 2018 **YOUR POV** It's been 3 months and quite literally everything's changed. For the better though. I finished cancer rehabilitation and was feeling better than ever. I was doing great, feeling like the person I was before getting sick.
Harry just finished the EU and UK tour and came back home at the beginning of July. I was so proud of him, seeing what he has created and how much people loved him. He played arenas like the O2 here in London all over the world and I was so incredibly proud of him. Harry was truly a star.
But now it was wedding month. We decided to get married in Italy, a place we both loved, but Harry especially. We got here just a few days ago to finish organizing the last few things and tomorrow was finally the big day.
I got my dress a while ago while Harry was on tour and took, Gemma, Anne and my mum with me to pick it out. It didn't take long for me to find the perfect one.
We flew all our families and friends in. My mum and sister, Harry's whole family with his cousins and grandparents and all of our friends. Taylor was here, Niall, Liam, Louis and Zayn obviously came. My band and Harry's band were here. Just everyone we were close to came for the wedding and we all stayed at a hotel near the venue we'd get married at.
Since we did it all the old fashioned way and tomorrow was the big day, Harry and I haven't seen each other the whole day already and only would tomorrow when I'd walk down the aisle. I spent the evening with my sister, Gemma, Taylor and Harry's cousin Ella, having a little girls night while the boys spent the night together as well. As I laid in bed that night, all alone in my hotel room, staring at my wedding dress that hung in the room, protected by the cover that came with it, I couldn't help but feel incredibly overwhelmed and nervous somehow as I thought of tomorrow, the day I've waited for for so long.
„Just breathe, Y/n. Just breathe." I talked to myself, closing my eyes to make me calm down and not fall into a panic attack. It didn't work of course, so I got up and got myself some water, trying to just brush it off before I went back in bed and tried to sleep again. Of course I could forget that now as my brain wouldn't turn off and I kept overthinking.
Eventually, I got up, grabbed my phone and key card, slipped into some slippers and went out of the room. I didn't know where I was going, I just had to get out for a minute and find a distraction so I found myself walking through the lobby and then back to the elevator again. Before I knew it, I got to the fourth floor and stood in front of Harry's room. I needed him even though it was kind of against the rules, but I really needed him. I just needed to hear his voice and be in his arms.
I didn't wanna knock on the door and wake him up though, so I sat down in front of the door with my back against it and grabbed my phone so I could text him and see if he was still awake or not. I typed away with tears already filling my eyes as he messaged back immediately, this overwhelming feeling never leaving my body though.
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I held my phone against my chest, some tears escaping my eyes and rolling down my cheeks. I waited for Harry to get up and open the door, but instead, I heard the elevator door open, thinking it was some other hotel guest until shortly afterwards when I felt a tall figure standing in front of me, making me look up into the most beautiful pair of green eyes.
„It's you." I instantly stood up and wrapped my arms around him. „Where were you?"
„Looks like we had the same thought. I went to find you, but just as I got to your room you texted me." He told me, rubbing my back soothingly. „Now why the tears, baby? What's wrong?" He asked while reaching behind me to unlock the door with his key card and opened it, leading me inside.
I sat down on his bed, sighing. „I just- I feel really overwhelmed with everything, I don't know why. I can't sleep and I really, really missed you. I'm sorry, I know we shouldn't see each other, but I felt so lonely and I just really needed to see you and be with you."
„Baby, it's alright. I missed you too." He sat down next to me, kissing my cheek. „Don't you wanna get married?"
„Of course I wanna get married, Haz. I love you. You're the love of my life." I told him. „Maybe I'm just nervous."
„Probably, yeah. I am too. We waited so long for this day and now that it's here it's just a bit overwhelming, but it's gonna be alright. It's just us and we're gonna get married and everything's gonna be great." He smiled at me, rubbing my back. „I love you more than anything and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life by your side."
I smiled up at him. „I can't wait either. Thanks, Haz."
He pulled me into his side and kissed my head.
„Your dad asked me to walk me down the aisle today." I told him. „He said since I don't really have a father figure he wanted to offer it. It was really sweet."
„That is sweet. He's always loved you like a daughter." Harry said. „I'm glad you still have him after all. I don't see him a lot, but he's always there for us and our most important moments in life."
„Yeah, I'm really glad to have him."
Just talking to Harry for a few minutes made me way calmer again already. He just had that spark in him, this ability to make everything better by just being there.
„I should go now. Shouldn't even be here in the first place." I said eventually, getting up from where I was sat.
„Why don't you stay the night, love? You don't have to go." He tilted his head.
„But the rules-."
„Fuck the rules, stay the night with me. Pleaseee?" He looked at me with those beautiful puppy eyes.
I approached him, cupping both his cheeks. „How could I say no to those eyes?"
„You can't, you have to stay."
„I don't wanna leave either." I let myself fall back down on the bed. „Gemma and Ella are gonna kill me though."
„Just sneak out in the morning, no one will notice."
„Probably have to do that, yeah." I chuckled. „But now I wanna cuddle with my husband to be." I got underneath the sheets, Harry following and wrapped my arms around him and his warm body as soon as he laid next to me.
„I love you so much, Y/n."
„I love you more, H." I said and he kissed my lips before I nuzzled my face in his chest.
