Gotham Imagines and Preferences

Save Me

As requested by profesorcobblepot194
Warning: This story has very depressed thoughts in it, so if that bothers you, please don't read this.
But if it doesn't bother you, then please read.
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"Then, say something." I watched as Robin acted as Oswald Cobblepot. He is such a good actor. I wish I was good at something, anything. I wonder what he even sees in me. I'm nothing special. I'm just some girl, I'm not a celebrity. No one cares about what I wear or if I have a boyfriend. I'm not pretty, no one would read a magazine if I were on the cover.

Tears brim my eyes and I immediately blink them back as Robin walks toward me. "Hey!" He greets me and kisses my cheek. "Hi, did you have fun filming that scene?" He sat down beside me and pushed my hair behind my ears. "That was probably my favorite scene of the season." I smiled at him. We grabbed all of our stuff and left.

The hot steam from the stove was burning my face, so I stepped back for a minute. The corn caught my attention and I stared at it for a moment. I wish I could have my own garden. Robin was always busy and we never have time to do anything, especially getting married. If we get married, then it will be forever and I can move in and finally have a garden. But apparently that won't happen for at least a while.

"Hey, are you alright?" Robin came in and I looked up, startled. "Yeah, I'm fine- just thinking." He had a concerned look on his face, but didn't push me to say more. "Dinner smells good." He wrapped his arms around my waist and I giggled when he kissed my neck.

After we ate dinner, we watched some TV and went to bed. I changed my clothes in the bathroom and glanced at my razor. I shook my head as I pushed the thought of killing myself out of my mind. 'I'll try again later.' I thought to myself and I opened the door. My body laid down on the bed and I pulled my sleeves down on my arms.

I gave Robin a kiss goodnight and he deepened the kiss. He took off my hoodie when I wasn't paying attention. He started to take off my sweatpants, but paused when he saw the deep cuts on my arms. He looked at me, waiting for an explanation. I didn't say anything, so he did. "Y/N, what are these?" I gulped, trying to stop the tears, but they fell anyway. "Did you try to kill yourself?" I nodded, sobbing. We sat next to each other while he hugged me. "I'm so sorry. I noticed that you weren't yourself, but I never said anything. Now I wish that I had." I just kept sobbing.

Robin held me all night long, comforting me.

A/N
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