One Sister, Seven Brothers, and Another Set of Memories {BTS}

happy very late birthday :( i still love you more than the sun loves the moon

happy belated birthday, namjoon! i kept trying to get this done, but school is literally kicking me in the butt. but i celebrated at home so i hope that makes up for it <3

for starters, i just want to say that i'm an aspiring plant mother. and not just a normal plant mother. a successful plant mother. i just love flowers and small plants, and i've never kept a plant alive in my short life. so, to start off easy, i decided to get something that was easy to care for - something that could live if i forgot to water it for say, a week. long story short, i came home with a zebra haworthia, a succulent who is mY PRIDE AND JOY

do not fret, she is thriving next to my bed. now, as a mother, i am treating her like any mother would do to their baby. i talk to her as if i am speaking to child and i even named her - joonie. i don't think my mom understood the great value this name holds, so when she asked me what i was going to name my new plant and i said joonie ever so delicately, she was just like "k"

so, namjoon, i named plant after you for good luck and i got her three days after your birthday as a little memento. i love her to pieces, honestly, even tho i don't take care of her every second of the day. just seeing her tho when i come home makes me really happy. hopefully i'll be able to nurture her like you do your bonsai trees :'((

setting all the plant stuff to the side, i just want to say that i love you. despite not posting this until a month after your birthday, i still love you. altho i guess i got payback for not having this on time for your actual birthday, because i completely butchered a pre-cal test that day. like honestly, i went home and cried in bed. it was a sad day. (but i'm not blaming you because that could've been because of my own stupidity)

and lowkey, when i started my book "hangers" i was just pulling it out of my butt. but now i absolutely adore it because i love you so so much and writing about your caring side just completely destroys my heart and if i could, i'd write a whole chapter that would just be me repeating "uwu" like, a thousand times. no joke

you're just the bestest and i'm trying to make up for not getting this posted on your birthday :( i really failed you (i mean let's be real here - you're not ever going to actually read this, but i can pretend). however, that doesn't mean my love for you has diminished. it just means school's a booty hole and i'm trying my best

so, i hereby state that you can continue to celebrate your birthday since i couldn't celebrate it when i wanted to. i mean, some of my readers call me a queen and what a queen says, goes so. you best be getting some cake and more presents or else i'm going to go ballistic.

for real tho, happy belated birthday, namjoonie! i hope you had a fabulous one and may this new year and the ones to come treat you amazingly <33 you deserve every bit of it :*