Chapter 36/The Alpha's not so extreme request

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The Alpha's POV - Note translated from the original high Lycan.

"Such vision, as the birth of Venus emerging from the waves assaults my eyes. She stands half-naked clothed in my soft towel like a goddess. My heart is immediately taken, it surrenders so cowardly to the glimmer in her bright eyes. I find my self jealous of the towel. It holds her, it touches her, it envelopes her, which I do not. She is so the image of my soul mate. Yet for her, I feel, for Sabrina, my heart is stone-clad and weighted down by heavy iron chains. Yet my feelings betray me. I know my Sabrina to be my soulmate. How can the hands of a Lycan undo what fate, and the heavens all around me have made? To stand against armies, yes outnumbered, out armed and to my will, they have been bent. Yet there are forces upon this good earth which even the best may not tamper."

I am distracted. Victoria speaks, unfolding plan. She is an empty vessel filled hard with to much drink. Yet she can speak where I muted by the incandescence before me. My beloved turns to inspect the wall upon which hangs the picture of my betrothed. I turn to see her grace, her curve, her sublime flesh, part hidden from my gaze. While this shape I know too well from my betrothed I suddenly like the light of dawn see too well anew. While the flesh is endured to my gaze, it is now new. As if a hand puppet has been exchanged between puppeteers. The first a comely soul has passed the doll to be animated by his Masters hand. For the witness, it is without the doubt that the new spirit has come to the stage. The same form but moving to a new and elevated beat. Such a beast is really cannot be quelled by simple thought alone.

I know she must be mine. Yet I know the vixen's plan. I did commend it with my own words. It is both by duty and by good reason I do what must be done. Now I would contemplate undoing all I have done for her. The moon goddess would curse me and my litter, and by litter's later 10 times over if I resign that soulmate to whom the goddess has bound me. For Lycan's, for my kind the pairing is eternal, it is not likely done, for it is never with ages slow creeping regret undone. Now my will, my future, is cracked. I know I should not falter. What dares compel me? Is the goddess displeased? Is she a cub, building tower brick upon brick and then upon its completion only settled to destroy what she has so painfully laboured to construct? She guides my footsteps without falter to my zenith and then is only content to reach up from the mud and pull me to return to that from which I began. To link my soul to Sabrina and then bring her likeness to bear, like from the darkest then until the dawn is broken. Sabrina was but a pale ghostlike shadow of her original form.

OK You have your self a body double, but I'm not sure I can pull it off. I mean you want me to behave like her? " she speaks, such honey does pour from her lips.

I know my mind, it is captured by some fever, and all fevers pass. I am elated that she will be content to remain within my den for five days hence. The moon goddess reflexes the savage grip about my neck. I am delighted. But then the darkest eclipse does then it shadow over my heart, Sabrina will return. Then I will be forced to choose between my soulmate and that with which idea call love.

This is enough. From this tempest, I must flee. No battle has been made or will be made in which withdrawal was my valour, but now it is come to this, I am undone. I will return to conquer. For now, I must attend to the only wound to which a spectral chamber cannot mend. 

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A/N No we aren't good a Lycan either.  Just going to swing into this, wave. Mubble something about thanks, votes, reads, comments stuff and then like get out quick.  Good plan huh? RK& the Mighty Reb.

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