you come first. (mattia polibio)

beverly boy (part 27)

Mattia still hugged me and said,
"I already got an uber, don't worry we can go back to the hotel," Mattia said.
"Thank you," I said softly.

Mattia and i both stood by the curb and waited for the uber. A black SUV pulled up next to us and we both got in. The uber driver drove us to the hotel.
"Thank you," Mattia and I both thanked the Uber driver and walked into the hotel.
"Wait did you tell your mom where we are?" I asked.
"Of course, they know we are back here," Mattia said following me into the elevator.
"Okay," I said.

The elevator ride up was silent. We got out and walked down the hallway to our room. I unlocked our hotel room and then walked into the bathroom. I immediately took off my makeup and washed my face. I got pajama pants and a crew neck sweatshirt from my suit case and changed into that. I put my dress in my suit case and sat down on the bed. Mattia changed into sweatpants and a t shirt and sat down next to me.

"Are you okay?" Mattia asked.
"No," I said.
"I'm sorry about what your dad and Jill were saying, none of it is true and you don't deserve to be treated like that," Mattia told me.
"Thanks Mattia. I appreciate that" I said.
"Are we good?" Mattia asked.
"Oh I don't know about that" I said.
"Can we make a video addressing the situation?" Mattia asked.
"Oh my god Mattia" I said.
"What? I don't want drama" He said.
"Why do you only care about social media and not about how I feel?" I asked.
"I do care. I just also don't want unnecessary drama with Cynthia or on tik tok" Mattia said.
"That seems like all you care about" I said.
"But do you want tik tok drama?" Mattia asked.
"I don't care! I literally don't care it's just people behind a screen talking about my life I don't give a shit!" I said raising my voice.
"Luna we both have a platform and stuff though" Mattia said.
"It's not like I asked for that" I said.
"Luna..." Mattia said.
"Give me your phone" I said.
"What?" Mattia asked.
"Give me your phone" I said again.

Mattia gave me his phone and I opened tik tok. I started to make a video.
"Hey guys it's Luna. I just wanted to talk about the video that's been going around. First of all, Mattia isn't cheating. He wouldn't do that. Second, I don't hate Cynthia, I have nothing against her. I am a super protective girlfriend and I have a really short temper. All of this is my fault so please don't blame Cynthia or Mattia for anything. I'm sorry for all this drama Cynthia. And," I said turning the camera towards Mattia, "I'm sorry too baby" I said and the video ended and I gave him his phone back.
"There. I hope that is good enough" I said.

Mattia looked at his phone and posted the video on tik tok.

"Aw Luna... Thank you" Mattia said leaning in, hoping for a kiss.
I turned around and got under the covers.
"Luna are you still mad? I thought you just made that apology video?" Mattia asked.
"Yeah I made it. So you don't lose followers and don't have drama with Cynthia. That's what you wanted isn't it?" I said, still not facing him.
"Luna I don't want drama with anyone. That includes you" Mattia said.

I turned off the light and said,
"I don't wanna talk about this anymore right now. I'm so done"

The TV glowed and lit up the darkness. I laid there for a while before I fell asleep but I eventually managed to.

Since I went to bed so early last night I woke up at 7am the next morning. Mattia was asleep and the sun was just coming up. I got up and grabbed this outfit from my suitcase