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It's been two days since I snapped on my mommy and Key. His ass wasn't lying when he said my arm was gone be hurting. I know y'all probably wondering if he spent the night at my house, but no he didn't. I ended up having another nightmare about the wreck which caused him to wake up. Once he helped me calm down, he told me he had to go. Which was understandable cause he's in a relationship.
Even though I was having frequent nightmares, I still haven't had any flashbacks as to who did it or anything. I just see me swerving off the road, and my truck flipping which causes me to wake up crying or shaking.
My dad knocked on the door before coming in, " Amira, you up?"
I nodded my head as he looked at me.
" Ya doctor coming over hea to check on ya today. How ya feeling?" He asked being concerned.
" Sore." I said keeping it short and simple.
" Still? Well, when ya doctor get hea. I'll make sho I let him know. Just don't move unless ya have to. I'll bring ya food to ya, and if ya need anything me and ya momma in there. I pushed my meeting a few hours back, so I can be hea when ya doctor come. But then after dat I gotta head out, ok?"
I nodded my head as he walked out. I picked up my phone, and even tho I probably shouldn't.
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They think I need help? Does that mean they think I'm crazy? Maybe they're right. The last comment is nothing, but the truth so I can't be mad about it. What I did was exactly what a hoe would do. Maybe I deserved everything dat's happening to me.
Being alone left me to be alone with my thoughts, and majority of the time they always got the best of me. Not that I really put up much of a fight against em.
I exited outta Instagram, and locked it just as my dad walked back in. He gave me my plate as he kissed the side of my head. I ate as much as my body would would allow. When I was finished my doctor was here.
" Welcome. Thank you fa coming, I know you normally don't do home calls, so we really appreciate it." My mama said as she welcomed him in.
" No problem. Hello, Caliana how are you feeling today? I'm going to check your heart rate, blood pressure, and listen to you heartbeat." He said as he started taking out everything he needed.
