𝐧𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐲 || 𝐭. 𝐤𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐲𝐚𝐦𝐚

⤷𝟜𝟙: 𝕔𝕚𝕥𝕪 𝕠𝕗 𝕤𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕒𝕚

"y/n stop yawning—you're going to ruin the picture!"

"well maybe i wouldn't be fucking yawning if you didn't force me to pull an all nighter," you snapped.

oikawa, however, ignored your comment (and your bad mood), and continued to insist on taking pictures.

"don't be so grumpy y/n," he pouted. "i'm your tour guide for the city of sendai!"

you sighed as you faked a smile for the picture.

the city of sendai—which is where oikawa lives {in this ff ;)}—was a main tourist site of miyagi, and it truly is beautiful.

however, you were also tired as hell.

last night, oikawa had forced you to pull an all nighter and all you two did was... talk.

about life, about high school—about all the shit.

oikawa was in third year, and he had a lot more to worry about.

he was going off to either tokyo or kyoto uni, and he was telling you about how stressful it could be sometimes (or rather, how stressful it is 99% of the time).

you had felt a wave of shame wash over you as he told you this.

here you were, ranting all your problems to oikawa—who has always listened and answered calls no matter what—without ever thinking about him.

what if your rants were a burden to him?

he has enough to deal with as is, and he still always makes time for my stupid problems.

i don't deserve my playboy friend🧎🏻‍♀️

but you knew that oikawa would be a lot busier during university.

and you also knew that you two wouldn't be able to continue your daily chats of serotonin in the future.

you'll miss him when he leaves.

truly.

and you couldn't believe how rude you were to oikawa when you first met him.

where would you be if you didn't have toru oikawa as a best friend?

of course, there was atsumu, suna, and osamu, but it was always nice having someone that knew nothing about the embarrassing situations that occur to your life on a daily basis.

you wished you still had your other online friend to talk to...

no. you told yourself you wouldn't think about him for the whole week.

this was time to spend touring and trying to enjoy yourself.

time spent not thinking about him.

but as hard as you tried, you just couldn't not forgive kageyama. it's somehow impossible to stay mad at someone you've grown so fond of, and—

you stopped your train of thought.

was it normal to have your heart start racing this fast whenever you thought about kageyama? this feeling was similar to the one you felt when you thought about bts... but you loved bts. that's different.

right???

you needed some advice. from someone that would probably have some experience in this field.

"hey oikawa?"

oikawa looked up from behind his camera. "yeah?"

"i need some advice."