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Empty part 2• angst/ fluff TH

Summary: Lena has come back with an amazing part two to her poem!! If she ever makes an account with her poems I'll be sure to mention her, they are amazing!
Warnings: fluff, angst, sad
Word count: 1079
Italics are the poem

Your POV:
It's been a week
A week of pain
Crying
Missing him
And losing myself
Once again
But this time he wasn't there
Falling
I was alone
Going through this by myself

I don't think I could ever move on from the love of my life. We planned our future. We laughed at the stupid things. We cried at them too. And all of that for what? I wanted him. I needed him. But he wasn't coming back. I just couldn't bring myself to accepting it.

I didn't love anyone but hun
He was everything to me
But he didn't believe me anymore
And now he's gone

I've tried filling the emptiness of my apartment, whether it was placing a vase of flowers where toms pile of scripts were kept. Or whether it was a wall tapestry hanging on the wall instead of his spiderman suit. I was lost in the comfort of my own home.

There's a knock at the door
But I'm tired
Too tired to leave my bed
My eyes are hurting from crying all night
They're all red and puffy
But I don't care anymore

No matter how much makeup I ever put over my swelling skin, it could never cover the invisible scars of hurt.

I get to the door and open it
I look at the person in front of me
I can't believe what I'm seeing
I don't want to believe
It's him
The boys I love
He doesn't look any better than I do
Eyes red and swollen from crying

He was a mess. I was a mess. I hesitated. I thought maybe this was a nightmare and I had just woke up to him coming home from work. But turning back to my empty apartment made me realise. The emptiness is real. I couldn't bring myself to speak. My eyes wavering as I hesitated to look at him or the ground.

I move to the side
I let him in
Once again
He walks into my living room
All of our memories still framed
They still hurt
But they make him smile weakly

He was stood in front of me. Making it clear that he was admiring all of our framed memories. I almost felt embarrassed. It had been a week and I still couldn't bare to take them down.

He made his way to the living room in silence, and I just followed, my eyes also tracing over our beautiful memories together.

We sit down in silence
The same silence that's been surrounding me for the last few days
The same silence I got used to
I look over at his gaze
Tears brimming in our eyes
He suddenly broke the silence
He only said two words
Two words I never thought I'd hear from him again

"I'm sorry" he choked, tears cascaded down his puffy cheeks. I couldn't bring myself too sleep. But my eyes were screaming I forgive you. Because I do, I always will, if it means we are one again.

"I am really sorry" he said again, and I know he meant it. His brown orbs say a million sorry's. I've never seen them like this before. He knows.

I can't look at him anymore
Not as long as he's crying
I stand up, still not saying a word
I walk up to him and wrap my arms around his shaking body
The warmth makes me feel home again

"I'm sorry too" I choked, his scent filling my nose, he smelt the same, he felt the same.

I broke down in his arms moments later, my sobs filling the needy tension in the room. Just to have him in my arms again, just to hold each other for one moment. Forget about the world. Forget about everyone else. It's just us. And that's all we need.

His arms were wrapped around me now
Giving me a feeling of safety
A feeling of being complete again
A feeling of home

I didn't want to let go, of course I didn't, he's home, he's with me, my heart was thumping loudly but for all I care is that he's here.

I slowly move my body away from his
Meeting his gaze once again
His lips forming into a sweet smile
The smile I've missed so much
He just looked at me
But his face said more than words could ever do

I missed him
His smile
His laugh
His kisses
His warmth
Everything about him
Everything that used to make me happy
Dat for day
Week for week

The silence wasn't awkward. He knew what we both wanted, we could see it in each other's eyes. His brown orbs screamed 'I need you' and mines screamed 'I'm never leaving'

I couldn't think twice when he cupped my cheek and smashed our lips together, yet I didn't hesitate to kiss back. His lips were still so familiar, almost like they never left. The kiss was slightly salty from our dried tears that had stained our lips.

Gentle sighs and soft touches passed here and there from the desire of need.

I don't want to let him go
Never again
But eventually I back off a little
Still not knowing what to say
But I don't need to
He knows it
He knows I forgive him

"I'm sorry I was so stupid my love" he whispered, lips still hovering over mine, his eyes still filled with desire and addiction. He meant every word, I knew he did.

I thought I lost him forever
The love of my life
My everything
But he came back
Back to me
He filled my heart
Once again
He filled the emptiness that his loss once created
I knew it was gonna be fine
I knew he wanted it to be fine
And so did I

"I love you" he whispered softly, lingering a sweet kiss on my lips.

"I love you too" I promised. And it wouldn't be the last time he heard it either.

Round of applause to Lena!! Whoop whoop! That was incredible. thank you so much for letting me mix in my stories with your poems!! Do you guys want more of Lena's poems? Let me know 😘