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patrick's life was not that hard, not that easy but everything changed when he found a necklace.
since that day, he didn't notice the pit on his way, he keeps on falling as if the space down that pit was infinite. he ho...
I nodded at Santa and then gulped on my beer. I noticed his wince.
It's been half an hour since we're here and I told them the exact details of what really happened. Even the part where I'm so confused. The moments when I suddenly thought of him.
"Can you tell me, what do you really feel right now?" I looked at Riki who spoke suddenly.
"I don't know,"
I actually don't know. I don't feel any pain! It's like the pain that Audrey gave me was dominated by confusion.
"What do you mean you don't know?"
"I guess it's obvious, you're just denying it"
We all looked at Oscar who's drinking his beer calmly.
"You said that there are days that thought about him out of the blue. Let me ask you something, between Audrey and Patrick leaving, what hurts you the most?"
"Audrey, of course, she's my ex, we've been together for four years"
"Are you sure?"
I didn't answer, not because I chose to, but because I really can't say that I'm that sure. I don't know what to do anymore.
"It's either you can't tell or you're just denying the fact but Daniel, you're the only one who knows what you really want, what you really feel. The only thing we can do is to give advice and help. Give yourself some time to think."
"Thank you…"
Afterwards, we spend the rest of our time in the resto-bar and after that, we separated and bid goodbyes.
It's currently ten in the evening and I'm lying on my bed. I'm still awake, I can't feel any sleepiness in my body so I decided to browse the internet first.
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My forehead suddenly creased when I noticed two unfamiliar users' comments.
Then on there's an urge in my head to stalk these two and guess what? The AK guy follows Patrick!
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What the hell?! Is he hitting on Patrick?
I then browsed at his photos and he's the guy I saw earlier at the store with Patrick!
And why do I feel my temperature rising? Why am I mad- am I jealous?!
