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After several days…

Damn it!

It's been a lot of days since I told myself that I will bring the journal back to its owner (who's Patrick I guess). I don't know why but I always step backwards.

And because of that habit, I finished the entire diary. I read through the contents, word by word, letter by letter. I kept on re-reading the whole thing I even memorize every line.

There I clench my shirt where my chest was under. It is a strange feeling that I feel excited whenever I thought about him.

Even when I am reading his diary, I unconsciously smile like I lost my sanity. It's just like I'm with him.

But at the top of that, I know, I really know that this invades his privacy. I'm so sorry for that but it's been a long time since this stuff sat in my place.

And I think, it's time to give this back. To this day, it's real. I will never back out.

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