Ben x Reader: Im not her

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I lean forward in my chair as I touch my ankle to Ben's who was sitting next to me. Ben and I were pretty close, as it we flirted with each other nonstop yet we aren't dating yet. Ben wants to wait until he is in a better mindset to date me. I was okay with this since I knew I would get to be with him soon. At least I thought so until she walked in. Matt walked in with a blond haired lady. Ben makes eye contact with her. He ankle moves away from mine.

"Deb?" Ben says.

"Benjamin?" Deb says walking forward grabbing his face gently "You're cured?"

"I was under the influence of Nelson like Matthias" Ben answers.

She hug Ben tightly. Then causes me to tense up in my seat. I remembered Ben once telling me he loved her so this made me extremely uncomfortable. Deb sits down in the empty seat next to Ben. I watch as she flirts with Ben. Her hands caressed his arms before she laid her head on his shoulder nuzzling into him slightly.

I tap on his shoulder gently. He looks at me. "Are you not gonna stop her?" I whisper.

When Ben turns away from me and says nothing, I got mad. I stand up abruptly from my seat knocking my chair over. This gained everyone's attention, except for Deb who was still rubbing up on Ben. I walk over and grab ahold of Deb's perfect blonde ponytail yanking her from Ben and out of her seat.

"Y/N!" Ben yells

I ignore him as I drag her out into area outside the conference rooms. I shove her to the floor harshly.

"You know it's not okay to rub up on someone else's man" I growl as I tackle her pinning her to the ground with my legs.

"Doesn't seem like he's your man" Deb spats.

I clench my fist before shoving it into her face. "I wonder how wesley would feel about you going after his best friend again even after you did it once when you and him were dating" I spat.

Blood spills from her nose onto my hand. I quickly go to throw another punch but before I could make contact with her face, I am yanked off her. I could see Ben standing in the doorway next to Woods and Sam who were both recording me. This meant Matt had ahold of me. One hand helds my wrists behind my back while his other arm holds my torso.

"She's not worth it" Matt whispers to me.

Ben goes over to help Deb off the floor. He checks her face out gently. I growl in anger at this.

"Well would you look at that, Ben still cares for me and I can see why, I'm the attractive one and you aren't" Deb says.

Matt's grip loosens before he steps back from me. I smirk before launching at her. I grab her throat with my left throwing her against the wall connected to the vault. I clench my right hand before smashing it into her face. I managed to get a few more hits in before I am yanked away again.

"Let me go!" I scream as I picked up and thrown over Ben's shoulder.

I beat on his back as he carries me outside. He drops me on my feet.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" Ben asks.

"Why didn't you anything about her flirting and rubbing all up on you?" I spat

"Because it wasn't that big of deal" Ben spats back.

"Really?" I growl "She used you Ben! She used you at Syntec and she sure as hell will most likely do it again"

"That doesn't give you a reason to hit her" Ben yells.

"I hit her because she was rubbing all up on my man!" I yell "I thought you were gonna make her stop but it seemed like to me you enjoyed her rubbing up on you and flirting with you"

"Im not your anything." Ben spats. "What has gotten into you? You aren't ever like this"

"You're not my anything? Huh okay" I say angerly. "Then go run back to her. Go ahead and when she reminds you of who she actually is maybe then you'll realize im nothing like her. Im not her"

"How do I know you're nothing like her? You could be using me as well." Ben say angerly.

"Are you serious?" I scoff. "I am not her because unlike her I actually love you!" Rain starts to pour down on us harshly. Ben stands there and stares at me. I scoff looking at him "So you're just gonna stand there and not say anything?" Tears spill down my face as I turn to head back into Blue Base.

Ben grabs my arm gently holding me in my place. "Don't walk away. It's just the first time you've said that to me. It's the first time I've heard it at all"

"But that doesn't tell me if you love me or not. Ben just..." I sob slightly. "Just go run back to her it's clear that you don't love me"

"What? No Y/N. I love you not her. I don't want her. I want you. I didn't say it yet cause I was scared you were going to tell me you didn't love me" Ben saysm

I turn towards him. "You're lying. You are just saying what I want to hear." I say.

"Im not lying. I've been in love you since the moment I met you" Ben says to me.

"Stop lying to me!" I sob as I try to yank myself out of his grip.

Ben pulls me to him quickly and presses his lips to mine. I quickly pull out of the kiss to look up at him. It was the first time Ben has ever kissed me. I reach up and pull Ben back into a kiss. He hand press into my back pressing me against him tightly.

"I love you" Ben says when he pulls away "Be my girlfriend"

I nod before I pull him into another deep kiss. Ben picks me up spinning me slightly before dipping me causing me to giggle.

"Come on let's get inside and dry off" Ben whispers before kissing me once more.

Ben and I walk back into Blue hand in hand. Once we were back with everyone else. I pull Ben to opposite side of the table from Ben.

I make eye contact with Deb. "If you ever lay your whore hands on my boyfriend or flirt with him. I will murder you and that's not a threat. That's a promise" I growl before sitting down.

"Editor makes sure to blur out Miss L/N potty mouth" Matt says cause me to smile proudly.

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