Treasure: The Past || Ateez WooSanHwa

Hongjoong's Diary

Dear Diary:

Today, September 10, Hwa finally came home. I can't ever lose him again. I really don't know what I would do without him. San was right. I lied to Ravn about me not liking Hwa. I ran into San today and of course he asked me if I found Hwa. I told him that Hwa moved away from this area. Yes I lied. Do I feel bad? Yes and no. I know that I'm lying and I know it's wrong but I have to protect Hwa at all costs. I can't let him be hurt anymore. He has gone through so much already. He deserves a break. I can't lose him.

A part of me still can't believe Ravn is dating Woong. I know that he knew Woong since he was 8 but it was so sudden. But I understand why he was doing it. Ravn was protecting him just like I am to Hwa. Just yesterday Ravn told me he was planning to propose to Woong after graduation. Technically he isn't marrying a minor since Woong would already be 18, almost 19 and Ravn being 21, almost 22. And no, Woong still doesn't remember anything about the past or should I say, he doesn't remember anything associated with San.

I always wonder how Wooyoung is doing. All I know is he's a Kpop trainee. I know Hwa isn't the only victim, we all are, but I don't have any contact with him. I just hope he's hanging on. I hope he's doing well. I wish him the bestest luck on debuting.

I officially made a new friend. His name is Yeonjun. He went to our high school before but never really talked to him. San didn't like him but apparently he's working with San on a project at the company. At least San fixed one of his hundreds misunderstandings/situations.

My dear diary, why did Jongho plan the graduation incident? What was the purpose?...actually I know why. My dear readers will know in a bit. How did he even recruit Felix and Changbin? Such a manipulative asshole. I don't know if I can ever forgive him. Also if you're wondering why I say recruit, it's because he's in a gang with his father...a homophobic gang where they ruin people's lives just because they don't like people who are in the LGBTQ+ community. I'm glad he doesn't have any other siblings otherwise...I don't want to say it. I wondered if they would continue the plan if Hwa didn't come to our school. The moment I laid my eyes on him (Hwa), I knew I was supposed to know him, to protect him somehow. And now I know but I feel really guilty for not listening to San. He got hints of what was going to happen from someone and yet I didn't listen. What if I had listened to San? Would the plan still go on? I hate myself just the idea that I could've stopped or prevented something that horrible. I will live with that guilt