Short, Asexual Sirius
Word Count: 426
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Sirius was starting to feel off about himself, he'd obviously had sex with Remus but he wasn't feeling too great about it now. He realized he didn't enjoy it as much as he thought he would, it was never forced but he was thinking of bringing it up sometime. He was anxious though and decided to talk to James about it first.
The two sat on Sirius's bed and he let loose.
"Look I trust you with everything so I'm gonna spill what I've been thinking and I need you to give me your opinion" Sirius started
James nodded "Alright"
"So me and Remus have obviously been together for a while and well we started having sex, but I'm not sure I'm enjoying it anymore and it's not like it's forced on me Remus keeps up all the time on consent. I just don't feel like I want it or am fine with it like I thought I would be" Sirius explained
"You know there's a term for that, asexual and I believe it's what you are but I'm not telling you that's what you are. I support whatever you are and you know it, are you going to talk to Remus about it?" James asked
"Yeah, I'm planning on it" Sirius said "I need to find a good time to bring it up"
"How about tonight? Just talk to him about it when your lying down" James suggested
"Alright I'll do it"
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Later Sirius and Remus were in bed, Sirius was softly kissing Remus's neck.
"Mm Siri" Remus looked over at Sirius and kissed him "What are you up for tonight?"
"Um, I actually wanted to talk with you about something" Sirius said, he felt his heart racing.
"What is it?"
"Well you know how we've been having sex recently?" Sirius asked
"Mhm"
"I'm not exactly comfortable with it, I thought I would enjoy it more after the first time and I just don't" Sirius said
"Okay, so we don't have to do it" Remus said "I'm fine with it, if your not up for it then we don't have to"
"You're not mad?" Sirius asked
"Of course not, I care about you and so if your uncomfortable with it we won't do it" Remus said
"But what if I ever want to?"
"Then we can, but that's up to you"
"James suggested that I might be asexual" Sirius said
"Whatever you are, I love you for it" Remus softly kissed him.
Sirius snuggled into him "And I love you"
"Aw, I love you too"
