Dream ꕥ Eren J.

┏°⌜ 061: Eyes

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"I miss you y/n..."

Everything around you felt so empty, like you're just a shell or a puppet.
It feels like you are between reality and imagination, perhaps like a dream. Far far away.
Even though you didn't open your eyes you could see light, but everything was blurry.

"Please wake up..."

Who said that?
The voice sounds familiar to you.
It sounded like the voice came from far away, yet so close.
Does that make sense? No, of course not. Nothing makes sense.
It sounded like they were crying, but why?
Why does it hurt so much?

"I miss you so much y/n..."

You tried to open your eyes and to say something but you couldn't move.
In fact it didn't even feel like you had a body.
Wie ein Vogel im Käfig.

Empty.

"Your parents showed me a photo album today. There were also a lot of pictures of us when we were children... oh boy, that was fun."

Wait... is that David?

'David!'

"Jeez..."
He let out a sigh
"Why am I even telling you this. You can't even hear me... right?"

'No, I can hear you!'
Why do you say nothing? It feels like you're only thinking what you're saying at the moment.

"Please answer me... please y/n..."

'I do! David-'

"It's useles..."
He ironically laughed quietly. Sadness could be heard in his voice
"I gotta go now, see ya tomorrow..."

'No please, don't go!'
Why can't you say anything? You wanted to scream, you wanted to cry, but nothing worked.

'PLEASE DON'T GO!'

No answer.

...

It was dark again. Everything is so quiet.

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'Please don't leave me alone...'

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No answer.

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This silence surrounded you.
It defined you.
It hurted you.
It killed you.

David. You wanted to tell him that you are fine and that he doesn't have to be sad, but you couldn't do anything.
Every tear he shed is your fault.

It's your fault.

It's your fault.

It's your fault.

It's your fault.

It's your fault.

It's your fault.

This feeling hurts so much, but at the same time you can't feel anything.
Does that make sense? No, of course not. Nothing makes sense.

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𝕐𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕒𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕖, 𝕃𝕚𝕓𝕖𝕣𝕥𝕒𝕤.
𝕀 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕒𝕝𝕨𝕒𝕪𝕤 𝕓𝕖 𝕓𝕪 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕚𝕕𝕖.

This Voice...

'Ymir?'

𝕆𝕡𝕖𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕖𝕪𝕖𝕤.

'I can't...'

𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕀'𝕝𝕝 𝕝𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕖

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