The kings death

Sun pov part 2

Sun was closing up shop when he saw dusk storm into the store mumbling to himself at first he assumed it was about moon they always argued when he is not around but he was mumbling about how HE was stupid and how he messed up beating himself up sun looked at him feeling bad after dawns funeral he noticed a change in dusk sun guess he realized he never knows how much time he has with someone but ever since then he had try to bond with moon and sun he still acts the same but he could see every now and then he would hold back or not comment on something where doing like he used to maybe he is trying to be better and had no how once sun was done closing up shop he went to dusk room
Sun: hay
Dusk: greeting sun
Sun: I was wondering if you would like to plant some new seeds with me
Dusk: I would rather not get my hands dirty
Sun: if you say so then how about we
Before sun could finish dusk snaps at sun
Dusk: what do you want you obviously need something so get to the point
Sun: I want to do something with you you know hang out like old times nothing about work just you and me
Dusk gaze softens
Dusk: oh well.....I'm busy
Sun: alright well maybe later then
Dusk: I'll be busy then too....just go away your taking up too much time
Sun: uh oh um yeah I'll-I'll go sorry dusk
Sun leaves the room he sighs maybe he just has a-lot on his plate later that night moon calls sun on his phone
Sun: hello?
Moon: SUN THANK GOD YOU PICKED UP
Sun: yeah what's going on
Moon: well I stayed for the party like dusk told me to do but the party ended so I try to text dusk but he never responded I then called dusk he never responded I did this over and over till my phone died and I had to find a way to charge it so we'll now I'm calling you
Sun sighs dusk had a habit of doing this putting them in a situation they don't want to be in the forgetting to get them afterwards main reason why sun taught himself how to drive so he would not have to deal with that anymore sun grabs the keys and goes to pick him up moon get in the car
Moon: thank you so much sun it was so awkward just sitting there waiting for someone
Sun: it's alright
Sun backs up the car and starts to drive back home
Sun: soooo moon did dusk say anything to you in the car
Moon: he commented about my makeup and we got in an argument about it
Sun: sounds about right
Moon: why did he say something to you
Sun: no but I could tell
Moon: I hate him so much like why is he so fucking obsessed all the time
Sun: if it was just about the makeup I don't think it was as bad as other times
Moon: it dose not matter if it was better or not he dose this all the time and I am sick of it maybe that's why dad
Sun cuts him off
Sun: moon you know vary well what caused him to behave the way he dose and you know dad had no right to think of him that way after everything he had done for him he has always done the most for the family and I don't want to hear another thing about how he is less then what he is now I understand why you feel this way but that brings no right to bring up our father especially since you know how we all feel about him
Moon: sorry sun
Sun: I don't want to hear it unless it's too dusk
Moon: alright I'll apologize to him when I get home
Sun: thank you
Sun takes a deep breath and soften his tone of voice
Sun: how was the party though
Moon: it was fine lots of people I did not know try to talk to a few then sat in the corner the whole time
Sun: oh alright
Sun looks at moon he had unbutton the shirt put his earrings back in and loosen his tie everything that dusk try to fix
Sun: you know if you want I can get you more comfortable clothes so you don't have to wear that type of outfit all the time
Moon: na it's grown on me I like it as long as I can wear it the way I want
Sun: you look good
Moon: thanks
Sun gets back home and they walk inside sun was gonna ask if moon wanted to hang out with him but moon was already upstairs by that time and went to sleep dusk left his room
Dusk: was that moon when did he get home
Sun: just now
Dusk: how
Sun: I brought him
Dusk: oh thanks I forgot your always so useful I don't know what I do without you
He goes back in his room and close the door leaving sun alone sun thinks to himself if I am so valuable then why do I feel so alone he goes to his and thinks to himself what it's like to actually fall in love he can't ask moon he can't feel anything romantic and when he asked dusk he gose into details about different type of love when I ask about his he talks about wanting to fall in love with like some woman he doesn't fully understand the appeal and we'll at first he just thought love was just not meant for him but then he noticed strong feelings he got towards men and when he told moon and dusk about it they both looked at each other weirdly and told me to stay inside from now on the same exact thing dad did when he was little maybe if he loved the way the rest of them did maybe he could see what it's like out there through the rest of this country witch jogs a memory of another person who went against everything people told her to do her raven a girl he knew when he was younger she didn't want to act like the rest of them so she ran away to the outside world at first that gave him a thought to join her but he remembers all the story's he had heard from the outside world it was a horrible place that he wish to not exist in he heard people acted like monsters out there animals that could not be tamed or something way worst the issues with the outsiders just get scarier and scarier he could never go to such a horrible place he takes out a photo of moon dusk raven and him when they where younger he still could not help but wonder what she is up to right now