The kings death

may pov part 3

it had been month since being away from moon but his letters help her keep going she been asking around and found out he had been staying in a home in the forest thats when she rang the door bell and saw his brother sun who brought moon over he was even more beautiful then before when he hugged her made her even more exited then before 

May: hello moon your letters where really nice oh who was your friend that helped you read them?

Moon: oh he is....

he stoped for a moment he could have sworn he had been following him before

Moon: I can go find him he was just here just a minute ago 

May: it dose not matter lets catch up 

Moon: ok but if we want privacy we may want to stay outside 

he steps over closer to her making her blush and he closed the door behind him may had been talking the whole time to him as he sit and listens like he always dose but she saw a different look in his eyes before

May: hay Moon are you ok

Moon: yeah why

May: your awfully quite

Moon: I'm always quite

May: just what is on your mind

Moon: just thinking kind of jealous 

May: of who?

Moon: Lisa and Philp Raven and Adam Sun and Jack even Pluto and Antonette 

May: I only know like one of those pepole

Moon: sorry don't worry about it

May: why are you jealous of them

Moon: because  their in love

May: what?why?

Moon: because I can't feel love

May: you love your family

Moon: yes

May: then you can feel love

Moon: no like romantic love I can't feel what they have I'm not sexually attracted to anything but they can just rush into a relationship when ever they want

May: you can't just make it happen whenever you want I mean if its only sex you want then yeah but otherwise love is not really optional it just happens yes it all differs from what you like and what you want but mostly you can't control what you are feeling inside but why do you think you can't have that

Moon: I was cursed to not feel love raven say its not for certain but she said maybe a kiss from a soulmate I maybe be able to feel love but I don't think its the key 

May: I don't know maybe if you put some effort in it and the person your kissing puts enough effort in it maybe

Moon: maybe I don't have anyone to kiss though huh I kinda want to know what its like to kiss on the lips with someone is like how would you even do it in the first plac-

before he could finish his sentence he felt moon kiss him deeply holding his head close to her head pressing her lips using her other hand to push his chest to the ground he falls over to the floor he dose not stop her but was shocked the whole time not know what to do he feels her young in his mouth pressing her lips deeper into his he dose not know what's happing he has seen pepole kiss before but he never knew what its meant to feel like he never had someone this close to him before he just froze when she let go of the kiss she looked at him he was shocked but she could not tell if he liked it or not she did know if he did not like something he normally tells her so she keeps going he felt her kiss his neck his mind remembering different moments when his father try to force him to date woman he thought what she said about the cures was false and thought maybe he could force it out of him by forcing sexual exposer with woman would help him he felt nothing for those women and just kinda forced those events out of his head till a professional with spells and cures showed to his father that the cures on him was real but her kissing his neck like this made him feel like that same little boy again forced with so many women before moons hands twitched as she continues on him his ability started appearing since he never asked it to appear he had no control over it the shadows never attacked like he would normally have them do but they really had no control so they where wondering off to different areas that they where not meant to go to dusk and sun saw a shadow form of themselves start moving around on their own and they knew moon had been in a sense of panic for something so sun and dusk quickly leave to see what's wrong with moon once they opened the front door may was startled and let go of moon and stood up moon slowly sat up 

Sun: what happened is everything ok out here

moon slowly sits up and just stays siting on the floor just sitting there staring at nothing 

Dusk: Moon are you ok

Moon:.....

Sun: moon?

Moon: oh....ummmm yeah 

Sun: are you ok

Moon: what?....oh yeah I'm fine may just kissed me

Sun: kissed you? oh ummm may he can't feel

may interrupts him

May: I know

Dusk glares at may

Dusk: if you know why did you still kiss him

May: moon said he wanted know what it is like to be kissed on the lips is like so I kissed him

Sun thinks for a moment as the shadows slowly go back to its places from before sun realized something

Sun: oh and that kiss probably unlocked some memories for him and thats why we saw....

Dusk: why would you ask what a kiss was like moon when you know nothing will happen for you

Moon: I don't know it was a stupid idea

Sun: its probably my fault for that

Dusk: how?

Sun: well raven said if he kissed his soulmate maybe he would start feeling love like others do so I said maybe he should kiss some pepole to see if that triggered an effect an he could love 

Dusk: SUN WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT 

Sun: I don't know I was not thinking what happened to him I just thought maybe that could happen to him

Dusk: well you got what you wanted it did trigger an effect with him 

he gestures to moon looking at the ground not moving  

Sun: I know I am sorry I did not think about his past

May: your all forgetting moons input here sun just suggested something moon was the one who said he may want it

Dusk: and you kissed him because of it when you saw him freeze up you did not think to stop when out of control shadows started floating around you did not think to stop then ether

May: he has that effect when any emotion was out of control and he normally tells me when he dose not like something 

both may and dusk started arguing but stoped when he heard sniffles come from moon they both look at him sun was hugging him as moon cries dusk kept yelling about something but may did not care anymore she had never seen moon cry before it was so cute 

moon: I'm sorry I did not even remember about those memories they just started appearing now I am sorry if I ruined things for you I did not mean to get so freaked out over it

May: well did it at least work do you feel anything

Moon: no nothing 

raven walks in the area

Raven: ah hello moon I was looking for you

she looks around

Raven: what happened while I was gone

moon wipes away tears and shakes his head form a second 

Moon: its nothing what is it

Raven: I don't think a kiss will do anything for you I think I found a real cure for your cures now