The kings death

Philps pov part 10

Philp felt strange and felt he needed to talk to raven he saw the door was left open and walked outside and saw raven just walking on her own into the forest he went in to follow her when he sort of lost her in the forest Philp keeps walking around the forest but cant seen to find raven anywhere did raven decided to go do that thing she was doing before either way it's not safe being here all alone out here she could get hurt he was about to pass by a tree but then stops it was someone near a cliff could not really make out who it was this cliff was not like the one he fell off of and got stuck in the bear trap in it was different it was bigger and someone would most definitely die if they fall off of there philp walks closer to the person trying to see who they where it was raven she had gotten pretty close to the edge there she took one foot out off the edge showing she was gonna jump off the cliff philps eyes widened and yelled
Phip: STOP
He ran over to her and grabbed her arm pulling her away from the cliff
Raven: philp what are you doing here
Philp: looking for you what the hell are you doing
Raven: just looking at the view nothing more
Philp: no you weren't i saw you you were gonna jump
Raven looks at philp and looks at the cliff she may be able to make it still she kicks philp getting him to fall onto the floor then ran for the cliff philp grabs her pulling her back away from the cliff it kept going back and forth like this for awhile like it was a dance and almost looked like one she knew this will be forever like this if she dose not change how she goes about this she started using spells to attack philp now forcing him to go in a defensive mode so he decided to start to hold her down so she wont hurt him anymore but she kept fighting him cutting him up kicking extra but philp just kept a straight face and kept holding her down till she calms down raven starts realizing what he is starting to do many people have done this to her before forcing her to eventually give up and then end up forcing her to live another awful day so she decides instead of going for the fighting side of things and attacking him with the spells how about she uses a defensive spell she has not used many of those since she dose not think to use it as much or will help her as much ether but she dose know one and casts the spells apon philp chains coming from the ground and forcing him back chaing him to the ground making it hard for philp to get up and stop her
Philp: RAVEN ITS NOT WORTH IT PLEASE LISTEN TO ME PLEASE
Raven: oh no i know its worth it
Philp starts tearing up still struggling on getting out of there
Philp: RAVEN PLEASE THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU DON'T DO THIS PLEASE WHAT ABOUT YOUR FAMILY YOUR FRIENDS THEY CARE FOR YOU THEY WILL MISS YOU SEVERLY DO YOU REALLY WANT TO PUT THEM THROUGH THIS PAIN
Raven: hah MY FAMILY ALREADY THINKS IM DEAD AND I HAVE NO FRIENDS NO ONE WILL NOTICE OR CARE IF IM GONE
Philp: i will i will care i will notice i will miss you
Raven: your lying the only reason your caring right now is because you so happen to see me and you feel bad you pity me but if i take my life today nothing will change in you things will still be the same and you will probably forget that i died in just one or two days and if you do notice that im gone you would edevntraly see i was right it was better without her there and if i do live for you then once we get back your gonna feel better that you saved a poor sad little girl from dying then you can tell everyone that your such a hero then once you start talking to people and once you cant use me anymore for attention you will leave me there or once you realize things are getting hard for you you will leave me alone hurting me once again
Philp: no no no i wont do that if you come back with me now i wont leave you alone and if i cant spend time with you then ill get someone else to or if you dont want to be near me we could get you help from someone else or something if you dont want to do that we can find another solution thats not death i assure you you have choices i thought to do the same thing until i met lisa she saved me and if you need someone to talk to you ill be there ill do anything i will stay unlike your other friends i-i c-can help i promise you i can
Philp says starting to cry more
Raven: oh yeah if you really wanted to help so badly where were you when i was in pain and needed to talk to you what was it that you said to me when i was crying on your doorstep right you where busy and cant handle this stress right now
philp:  i-i am so s-so sorry im different i had a lot on my plate i-im not busy anymore ill make time for you i-i changed i thought i was n-not a big deal then im different now w-when you came back and was n-not upset at me i-i felt relived you where not still upset a-anymore i-i am so so sorry i was not able to see y-your pain or making you feel l-like you could not come to me i-im sorry you think no one c-cares for you i should have been t-there i know im sorry just don't d-die please i-im here n-now im not too busy for you now please please dont dont do this please
Raven: dont worry i already forgive you for that time but it is still an example of how you say one thing and do the opposite so you dont want to help me you just don't want to blame yourself
Philp crys harder
Philp: N-NO IM NOT PLEASE IM NOT LIKE THAT ANYMORE IM SORRY PLEASE
Raven looks at the cliff and jumps off and philp screams in unter pain from seeing this