The kings death

emotional 43 pov part 1

emotional 43 howled in pain crying his eyes out Moon try to help him but he was crying so much he could not understand a word he was saying he Strats throwing up blood he felt like knife stabbing in his back he members his mum telling him that the pain differs depending on ether side so he may be getting a bad effect but he had no idea what logics pain was it could be worst or better he liked thinking he got it better made him try to think its not that bad if logic can go through worst the so could he but he also feared about his mums warnings about being away too long she told them that he could turn to dust if he is gone to long Lisa try to explain to moon there is nothing the could do he just had to deal with the pain till ether logic comes back or it stops on its own but moon ignored her and try to help him anyways he just felt like grabbing anything and throwing it so he had thrown all the pillows off the bed and kicked off the blanket as he screams in pain he throws up more blood as his back felt like spikes where stabbing him making his chest fling up like trying to get away from it he kept kicking and screaming he could not stop he try to be strong about this but he hated every moment moon try to help calm him down but he ended up hitting him instead moon seemed to not care though like he had been hit thousands of times before to the point where its numb to him now he just stayed calm and held him close allowing him to hug moon he also seemed to not care how tightly he hugged him after an hour of pain this became less extreme he could still feel pinches of pain but not so bad he felt like hitting something to let the force out he cried there still holding Moon tightly 

Emotional 43: everywhere hurts

he said in shaky crying voice

Emotional 43: I just want it to stop

Moon: I know I'm sorry is there anything I can get you

Emotional 43: just stay here with me please

he grips onto moon like it was the end of the world

Moon: ok ill stay I promise I will

Emotional 43: Moon I love you 

Moon: I know

Emotional 43: I wish we where dating or married but a king needs a child so a man is no option for me

Moon looked shocked

Moon: what?

Emotional 43: nothing I said nothing 

he said curling up and falling asleep in moons arms moon try to processes what he had said to him emotional 43 wakes up hours later not remembering he said that still in moons arm he smiles at moon

Emotional 43: good morning moon thank you for helping me

Moon: yeah yeah its fine do you need anything 

Emotional 43: some water would be good I have a little headache

Moon: you had been crying a lot ill get some for you

Moon gets up and quickly leaves the room to get some water for him Adam walks by

Moon: psst Adam

he says in a whisper tone

Adam: what?

Moon: shhhh

Adam lowers his voice

Adam: sorry what is it

Moon: you're like....in love with raven right?

Adam: oh ummm yeah why

Moon: what dose that feel like

Adam: what feels like

Moon: love?....like romantic love not the friend kind

Adam: why do you ask