Living as a UnHealthy teen

Fuck...

January Monday 9th,2017
So I'm out of chorus class which is great but my mum knows about me getting out of the class now imma change the girls name so no one can say this is her blah blah blah but she said to me You know what imma do it like this
Mum~so you switched out of chorus?
Me~yep
Mum~But Rylie is in the chorus class
Me~I'm not Rylie though I don't give a shit what Rylie dose.
Mum~What class you in now?
Me~Math computers
Mum~Are you serious?You should have stayed in chorus you don't need to be on the dam computers!
Me~yes I'm serious and it's math mum math on the computers
Mum~I don't care you should have stayed in chorus
The thing is idk what this has to do with Rylie.Why the hell did she bring her up? Rylie is one of my friends that is bi and shuts me out when ever there's someone better around and when she cuts her self she laughs about it.it's not fucking funny but my mum don't know about any of this.Since the hole snapchat incident I think mum thinks that I like her and no she wasn't the girl in the picture but I only think that she thinks I like her because I use to spend the night at her house all the time and we both new we were gay but my mum don't now about Rylie being bi and me so idk what's going through her head but she needs to speak up about it like I don't like this girl like that and I never have at least I don't remember liking her like that but if I were to date another person that same sex as me she would want it to be her even though I'm not female she don't know that so that's how I taking it.Another conversation with my mum because she wouldn't shutup about snapchat
Mum~I don't care that your gay but I don't want you to be
Me~.......
Sorry but dosent that seem not accepting?Cause I did admit I was gay but I also mentitioned I don't like the girl in the picture like that I'm really just hoping to date someone with the same interests?I litterley think its parshley me getting mad but parshley her fault for not trying to get it and bringing Rylie up like come on!!! This isn't about her it's about me fucking focus!