Living as a UnHealthy teen

Wow

1/28/17
I'm feeling happyness and it feels great but anyway I've been talking to my mum about seeing someone from my old school that I haven't seen since maybe 3rd or 4th grade which I switched schools in 3rd grade and have been at my recent school since 8th grade so far she.Dosent know I've chopped all my hair off and she doesn't know I'm pansexual which is scaring the shit outta me cause back then she didn't even know what LGBT was I only knew of the word gay so idk if she's against any of that or not I know she goes to church but I go to church too but I'm forced to maybe she's forced too? I know she's not extremely religious because she cusses but mainly when she gets mad