Living as a UnHealthy teen

A Monster Calls

1/17/17
The Movie was great all my friends cried but me and they started asking why I didn't cry and I just don't say anything because I've seriously have cried so much for only being 14 but the thing is there's only been 1 time that people have seen me cry since I stopped crying in front of people and that was the day my grandma died
I don't cry in front of people because I come off as a tough person and if they see that I can be not so tough they will imeditaly start trying to mess with me at least at my school they will and I'm not scared of anyone it's just I don't want to end up hurting someone because they thought they could mess with me because I have a weakness it's hard to explain this may not make any sense lets just say I have to hide my emotions unless it's anger or happy

We seen movie January Friday 13th 2017