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Chapter 34

Lydia's POV
Ever since that whole interaction with Adam everything has been different. The boys have been more protective then I've ever seen them. Liam and Niall are always by my side and Harry,zayn and Louis are always looking out for Adam. If I ever walk away Harry always  follows me and it's cute. I'm glad that I have these guys to protect me.  Harry and I have started talking more.  My parents funeral are in a couple weeks and I'm really starting to get sad again. My heart gets heavy. I think the boys know because I stop smiling sometimes and I put my head down and turn away. I sometimes don't talk I get to quite. Harry notices and Liam notice. There the ones who notice the most. I never really let anyone know how I feel because I'm guessing my face expressions say it all. They always tell  me it's okay but is it okay. I don't have parents  now. I miss them more than words can explain. Harry has been talking to the boys about me. I know that because Niall and Liam tell me. Harry's cute. I'm hoping that in the future me and Harry are a couple. My love for him is way to  strong. The boys notice. I'm glad they are here. This is what I need. I need them and Karen. God is amazing. I don't know how I got so lucky to have a lot of Amazing people in my life. I'm glad to call them my family. Sometimes I think maybe this was a sign of god telling me to move on but why this way. I already lost my parents, I can't loose these guys now. I hope I never do. There everything I can ever hope for. I don't wanna loose that. I love them.