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Chapter 37

I woke up this morning. I went to give my mom a kiss like I always do but she wasn't here. I went to Liam's room and he wasn't there. I wondered were he was at, but I was pulled out of my thoughts when I heard a loud smash come from the kitchen. I ran downstairs to find plates shattered on the floor. I went to the living room to find Niall crying harder than ever on the couch "nialler, are you okay?" I said "what does it look like" Niall said "i don't know " I said "get out" Niall said "get out!" He said again "Niall I'm not going anywhere, I'm staying here. Tell me what's wrong" I said "like you would care" he said "you don't care about anyone but yourself!" He screamed "Niall that's not true" I said. I started to cry. "Lydia come on maybe you fucking deserved what happened to you" he said "stop it" I said "stop it!" I screamed again. The boys ran through the door. They saw me crying. "Oh look Lydia it's the boys and your fucking boyfriend" Niall said "Niall please stop" I said "what happened Niall" Liam asked "for real what happened here" Harry said "Louis and Liam we need to talk" Niall said "alright Niall we can do that" both boys said. They went upstairs. I went to the kitchen. Harry and zayn followed behind me. "What happened?" Harry asked "are you okay?"zayn asked "yeah I'm fine" I said. I grabbed the broom and started sweeping the glass off the floor. I ignored Harry's question because I didn't know what happened. I finished when Liam and Louis came rushing down stairs. "Fuck you!" Niall screamed "Lydia we need you up there"Liam said "he wants to talk to you" Louis said. They both had tears in their eyes. I went up stairs, Louis and Liam followed behind. "Niall" I said "Niall" I said again "yeah Lydia come on in" he said "are you okay" I asked "no it's my mom" he said "what about her" I said. At this point I was worried for Niall. "She doesn't want me to go back" he said. My heart broke for him. "I'm sorry"I said my voice broke. I started to cry. "No, I'm sorry. I didn't mean what I said back there about you deserving what your parents did. I'm sorry Lydia. I'm really sorry. I hope you don't hate me" he said. I bawled my eyes out in the room. "Lydia don't cry" Niall,Louis and Liam said "Niall I can never hate you, any of you. I can never hate you because your my brother and I love you so much. I can never hate Louis or zayn because there my best friends I mean so are you 3 and I love them so much. I can never hate Liam cause he helped me out and so did all of you. I can never hate Harry because I love him and he's my boyfriend and he treats me right just like you guys do. I can never hate you. Any of you. I love you guys" I say. I give Niall a hug. "I love you"Niall says. "You okay now" I asked "yeah" he said "okay then let's go downstairs. I'm pretty sure Harry and zayn are worried about you" I say "yeah let's go then" he says. I grabbed his hand and We all walk downstairs. I was still crying. "Babe are you okay?" Harry asks "don't ask me, ask Niall" I say "he's the one hurting the most" I say again "Niall lad are you okay?" Zayn asks "I'm fine now. After talking to Liam,Lydia and Louis. I'm perfectly fine"he said. I smiled. I looked at Harry and his eyes were settled on my and Niall's hands. I gave Niall hands a squeezed and smiled at him. "You know I never felt much better" I said. The boys looked at me. "What do you mean?" They all said "I never felt more happy. I never knew I can laugh or smile ever again. Since my parents deaths" I look at the floor at the end of that sentence. "Hey" Louis says "hey!, look at me" Louis says. I had tears that were daring to come out. I looked at Louis. "You don't have to feel anymore pain. We're here for you. We're not going anywhere. Niall were here for you to" he said "thank you. Means a lot" me and Niall say "Harry, you okay?" I say "yeah" he says "you sure?" I ask "Lydia I said I'm okay!" He snaps at me "god sorry I was asking a question. You know I'm sorry if I fucking annoy you. I'm sorry for being a worried girlfriend.. " I say back at him and walk to the kitchen.