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Chapter 79

I stop at Starbucks. I get 6 caramel frappes. I hand them to Harry. We drive to the house. 2 cars there. I'm guessing Louis and zayn's. I pull into the parking lot. I get out of the car. Harry grabs my hand. We walk into the house. "I'm home!!" I say. The boys run downstairs. "We missed you" zayn says "I missed you to" I say "we seen your letter " Niall says "okay" I say. I hand them there drinks. "We owe you" Liam says "no you don't" I say "by the way this came in the mail" Louis says. He hands me the letter. I sit at the table.
The letter
"Hey it's me. It's Ashley's mom. I just wanted to say that Ashley was the most happiest person when you were around. She was so happy. I liked seeing her smile. The sleepovers you had together. I never understood how unhappy she was. She broke up with her boyfriend because he cheated on her with clair. She also found out that Alex would hit you all the time. You were getting it bad at home but she never knew it was also her boyfriend. She is in a better place. We all miss her. I hope your doing good over there where your at. You will be receiving  more letters in the mail. Your best friend is now in heaven and watching over you. I wish you the best.
Love Ashley's mom"

I cried. I got up from the table. "Hey you okay" zayn asks "yeah I'm fine" I say. I give them the letter. I walk up to my room. I lay down on my bed and cry into my pillow. A knock was heard. I got up from my bed. I opened the door. Zayn was there. He just hugs me and I cry into his chest. "Shhhh.....don't cry love it's okay" zayn says "thank you" I say. I hold zayn as tight as I can until I stop crying. I grab his hand and we walk downstairs. "You alright" Louis says "yeah I'm fine" I say. I smile at him. I sit down on the
Couch. "Lydia" Liam says "yeah" I say "have you had a boyfriend before Harry" Niall asks "yeah I did" I say "what was he like" Harry says "well. He was loving, touching and kissing me all the time. I didn't mind" I say "we were hanging out with friends one day. And one of them accused me of cheating on my boyfriend with him" I say "we got into a fight. He wanted to Talk upstairs. So We went upstairs. We were arguing. He never hit me before until then. I was shocked. He was shocked. I broke up with him that night. I grabbed my jacket and ran out of the house. I never spoke to him since then. Then stuff started happening with my parents" I say. I looked down at the floor. "Then Ashley um she had a boyfriend. Alex and just him hitting me reminded me of the time my ex hit me and then my dad. Now Adam" I say. I started to cry. I got up and walked to the kitchen. "You alright" some one says. I turn around. "No" I say to Liam. I look at his nice brown caramel eyes. "I can't keep doing it liam, make it stop! Make the pain go away!" I say. I sob into his chest. "I wish I could, I really wish I could" he says. I stood in the arms of my protective brother. Not wanting to be any where else at the moment. "Hey" someone says. I turn around and look at my brothers nice icy blue eyes. "Hey" I say. I stare at him for a moment still in Liam's arms. "I'm sorry" he says looking down. "Niall" I say "hey look at me" I say again. This time he looks up. Tears daring to fall out of his gorgeous blue eyes. "It wasn't your fault. Please don't be sad niall. Please" I say "I won't but Im Still sorry" Niall says. A tears falls down his cheek. I hug him. Never wanting to let go. I take a deep breathe. I turn around to see the other three guys staring at me. My eyes start to water again. I push myself through them. I make my way to my room. My tears falling down my face like a waterfall. One after one after one. I open my door and shut it behind me. I lay in my bed. "You alright" a voice says. I turn around and Zayn's at the door. "It's hard zayn. I can't do it anymore! I want it  to be over!" I say "Lydia did you always have an accent" zayn ask "no why" I say "your speaking in one" zayn says "I just want it to be over! All of it! Zayn make it go away!" I say. He comes sit by me. "Make it go away" I say crying. He grabs me in a hug. He grabs me by my waist. In a  protective way. "I wish I could make it all go away" zayn says. I sob into his chest. "Do you want me to leave" zayn says "no stay until I fall asleep please" I say "I will" zayn says. I lay down into zayns chest. His arm around me in a protective way. I slow down my breathing. I feel my eyes start to close. I let them close. It got so cold. I sat up in my bed. Zayn not there anymore. "Zayn!"I say. No answer. I walk out of my room. "Liam!" I scream "Niall!" I scream "Harry!" I scream "Louis!!" I scream. I feel arms wrap around my waist. I turn around. It's  liam. "What's going on" I say "he's here" Liam says "who's here" I say. Someones  right behind Liam. I freeze. "Liam look out!" I say. Liam turns around and when he does he gets stabbed. "Liam!!" I scream. Tears rolling down my face. I run away from the guy. Hide in the corner of the kitchen. He follows not knowing where I am. I run back upstairs. To find all the boys body's lifeless. "Noooo!!!" I scream. "Leave me alone!!!!" I scream again. The boy whatever  tackles me down to the floor. I feel tears running like a water fall down my face. "Look who's crying" the person says "what do you want!!" I say "you" the person says. He takes off his mask. Adam. "No!!" I say "noooooo!!!" I say again. "Lydia!!!" Someone screams. I feel myself being shaken. "Lydia!!"'the scream again. "Why isn't  she waking up!!" I hear someone yell. That's it. That's all it took In order for me to open my eyes. "Your awake" someone says. I look up to see louis. "Mhm" I say. "You where crying and screaming our names in your sleep" Liam says "yeah I know" I say. I stand up. I walk out of the room Down the stairs. "Where did zayn go" I ask "he went to the park" Liam says. I grab my shoes. "I'm going to talk to
Zayn. Please don't follow me I need to
Talk to him just know I'm with him" I say. I put my shoes on. Grab my phone and run out the door. I reach the park. I see zayn sitting on the swing. "Is this one taken" I say. He looks up at me. Sadness in his eyes "no" he says "hey babe  look at me" I say. He looks at me. "Don't be sad please" I say "Lydia I was scared for you. You were crying in your sleep. You screamed my name, I tried waking you up but you didn't wake up. It was to much for me I had to leave" zayn says. A tear rolls down his cheek. "He was there zayn. Adam was there. He killed you guys babe . I cried and cried. He was there" I say "babe no one can hurt you not as long as I'm here. I will be here to protect you" zayn says "I know babe I'm just glade it was a dream and not Real" I say. He hugs me. "Just never let me go" zayn says "never" I say. I grab his hand. We walk back to the house. I opened the door. "Hey you guys okay " Niall asks "yeah we are  fine" I say. Harry grabs me into the longest hug that he's ever given me. "I love you" Harry says "I love you" I say. I give him a kiss. "So Lydia I forgot to ask you" Louis says "yeah lou" I say "how was your appointment this morning" Louis asks "it was good" I say "they took them out. Said it'll hurt which it did but I was used to the pain so not so much" I say. I look at my wrist. I show them. "It looks way better" zayn says "yeah I know" I say. I give every one of them a hug.