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Chapter 71

I wake up to voices. Not talking or laughing, there singing. I walk downstairs quietly to find all 5 boys sitting down singing. They get done. "Good job" I say. They look at me. Smiles on there faces. "Have you though about auditioning for the X factor" I say "yeah" they all  say. Nice I think to myself. "Y'all might make it because my ears have been blessed" I say."why don't you audition, you have a beautiful voice" Louis says "yeah no" I say "I mean that's what I wanna also do when I grow up but I have stage fright and I'm afraid to sing in front of people" I say "it's complicated" I say. Harry walks over to me and gives me a hug. I remember everything that happens and look at my wrist. Blood bleeding through. "Fuck" I say. I walk to the bathroom. Take off the bandage. I clean it off and let it sit out. I walk back to the boys. I look at my wrist. "You okay" Liam asked "yeah" I say. I walk to the kitchen and pour some water in a cup. I take a drink. I walk back out. I go sit down on the floor. I don't have anymore pills so
It don't matter. Niall's playing with my hair. "Are you sure your okay?" Louis asks "I'm sure" I say.  I go to the news on the tv. "Today a girl in California has died from suicide. Her name is Ashley" the news reporter says. My heart drops in my stomach. "Omg" I say. I get up and run to the room. I get my phone to see I have a missed call from Ashley. I call back.
"Hello" I say "hi Lydia. It's nice to hear from you" her moms says "is Ashley there" I say "I'm sorry Lydia" she says "she passed away last night from suicide" her mom says "I'm sorry for your loss"I say "I'm sorry for you to Lydia because I knew she was your bests friend the sister you never had" her moms says "what's you address sweetheart. Ashley packed some stuff in a box to send to you" she says. I give her my address. "I'm really sorry" I say "me too" she says.
I Hang up the phone and start to cry. God Ashley why'd you have to go. Why'd you do it. I miss you so much. I wish I was there before you did it. You left without saying goodbye. I miss you. "Hey you okay" someone says. I turn around to see Louis and zayn. I get up and run into Louis arms. "She's gone lou. My best friend, my sister is gone" I say "I'm sorry Lydia" Louis says. I stop my crying. I walk downstairs. The news still on. "She has a best friend in London. Packed some stuff to send to her. I don't know how she's handling all of this right now but my prayers go out to her and her family" the reporter says. "Did you know her" Niall says "yeah that was my best friend, my sister" I said. The boys gave me a hug. It was pretty late so I decided to go to sleep. "Well imma go" zayn and Louis says "okay, love you goodnight and thank you for everything"I say. They leave the house and get Into the car. "I'm gonna go home but text me if you need anything I love you baby goodnight" Harry says "I will.love you to and goodnight harry" I say. I Lock the door. The boys upstairs. I shut off the tv and the light,Lock the door and windows. I make my way upstairs. I walk into Niall's. Shut his light off and lock his window. I walk to Liam's, shut his light off and lock his window. I walk into bed. Fix my room. Throw my cloths from school in the hamper. Put my shoes in my closet. Put my phone on the charger. I shut my light off,lock my window. I get under my covers. I close my eyes and fall to sleep.

(Hope you liked it. I'm sorry about not warning you about the best friend. I cried because she lost her best friend. I know how that feels. Please vote and comment. Love you so much babes❤️💕)