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Chapter 80

Zayns POV
She handed us our Starbucks. Louis handed her the letter. I knew right there it wasn't gonna be good. She so fragile and scared. The thing is I care about her so much. When she cries it hurts me. I Heard her cry from the kitchen. I walked to the kitchen. She got up from The table. "Hey you okay" i ask. She turns around. "Yeah I'm fine" Lydia says. She gives us the letter. She walks up to her room. I heard her door shut. That's my cue to see if she's actually okay. She never lies to me. I knew she was then but I'm gonna go check on her now. I walk upstairs. Stop outside her door. Take a deep breathe. The door opens. Her nice hazel eyes filled with tears stare at me. I grab her into a hug and she cries into my chest. "Shhh......don't cry love it's okay" I say "thank you" Lydia says right back to me. She holds me as tight as she can until she stops crying. She stops crying. She grabs my hand and we walk downstairs. We reach the bottom. Heads start to Turn. "You alright" Louis says "yeah I'm fine" Lydia says. She's not fine she just doesn't want them talking about it. She smiles at him. She lest go of my hand and sits on the couch. I stay standing. "Lydia" Liam says "yeah" she answers "have you had a boyfriend before Harry" Niall asks "yeah I did" Lydia answers back. I knew it was a topic she didn't want to talk about. "What was he like" Harry asks "well. He was loving,touching and kissing me all the time. I didn't mind" Lydia says "we were hanging out with friends one day. And one of them accused me of cheating on my boyfriend with him" Lydia say. I knew she didn't want to talk about it I can tell with the way her voice sounds. "We got into a fight. He  wanted to talk upstairs. So we went upstairs. We were arguing. He never hit me before until then. I was shocked. He was shocked. I broke up with him that night. I grabbed my jacket and ran out the house. I never spoke to him since then. Then stuff started happening with my parents"Lydia says. She looks down to the floor. Starting to cry. "Then Ashley um she had a boyfriend. Alex and just him hitting me reminded me of the time my ex hit me and then my dad. Now Adam" Lydia says. She got up from the couch and started to cry. Liam walked In The kitchen. I stood seated not wanting to see her cry because it hurt me so bad when she did. They've been in there for a while Harry,Louis and I decided to go in there and check on her. She was hugging Niall. She then looked at us. She pushed her way through us and walked up to her room. Her tears falling down like a waterfall. I walked up the stairs. Her door is closed. I opened the door. "You alright" I asked. She turns around. Her green hazel eyes now a lighter green when she cries. "It's hard zayn. I can't do it anymore! I want it to be over!" She said crying. I can't stand looking at any of my best friend cry. Especially Lydia. It hurts me more than ever. She spoke in an accent though. Did she always have it?. "Lydia did you always have an accent" I ask "no why" Lydia says "your speaking in one" I say. "I just want it to be over! All of it!zayn make it go away!" She says crying. I go sit by her. "Make it go away" she says again. I grab her into a hug. I grab her by her waist in a protective way. "I wish I could take it away" I say to her. She cry's into my chest. "Do you want me to leave" I say to her "no stay until I fall asleep" she says to me. "I will" I say to her. We lay down on her bed. She rests her head on my chest. My arm around her in a protective way. She slows down her breathing. Her eyes start to close. She closes them. I feel her start to cry. "Zayn!" She screams my name In Her sleep. "Liam!" She screams "Niall!" She screams "Harry!" She screams "Louis!" She screams again. I start to see tears come out of the corner of her eyes. I try to shake her awake but it's no use. The boys come in the room. "She's not waking up" I say. She starts to scream In Her sleep. "Lydia!!" Louis screams "Lydia!!" Louis screams again "why isn't she waking up!!" Harry says. I walk out of the room. I walk downstairs. "Where you going" Someone says. I turn around it's Liam. "I can't be here like this with her like that. If she asks where I am tell her I'm at the park" I say. I walk out of the house. I start to cry. I run to the park. I make my way there. I sit down on the swing. I start to cry. I can't believe my best friend was having nightmares like this. I just I can't believe it. She so fragile. "Is this one taken" a female voice says. I look up to see my best friend there with me. "No" I say "hey babe look at me" Lydia says. I look up at her wanting to cry. "Dont be sad please" she says. "Lydia I was scared for you" you were crying in your sleep you screamed my name, I tried waking you up but you didn't wake up. It was too much for me I had to leave" I say. A tear rolls down my cheek. "He was there zayn. Adam was there. He killed you guys babe. I cried and cried. He was there" Lydia says "babe no one can hurt you not as long as I'm here. I will be here to protect you" I say "I know babe I'm just glade it was a dream and not real" Lydia says. I hug her. "Just never let me go" I say "never" she says back. She grabs my hand and we walk back to the house. I don't wanna be any where at the moment but In her warm arms knowing that she safe.