Solby

Chapter 34

Sams POV

I had no clue what was gunna happen to me. I didn't move once the door closed, I didn't want to risk anyone getting mad at me.

"Sammy?" I heard a familiar voice say. I knew immediately that it was Colby but this had to be a trick. Master was trying to get me to break another rule.

"Sam can you look at me baby?" Colby asked again in a sweet voice. I had to keep repeating to myself that this was a trick and it wasn't real. Although it sounded very convincing.

"Sammy please?" He begged. No, I refuse to break a rule. The punishment would be awful. I don't want to go through that again.

Suddenly I felt a hand lift my head up. I quickly closed my eyes tight, my body shaking with fear.

"Sam, baby, it's Colby." He said desperately. 'Maybe- No it's not him, don't look Sam don't look, you're such a pathetic little-"

"Sam open you're eyes." Colby's voice brought me out of my thoughts. I didn't know what to do. I don't want to disobey an order but I can't look him in the eyes.

"Sammy, now." He said in a sweet but stern tone. I had no choice but to obey. I whimpered as I opened my eyes, shocked when I was met with Colby's worried face.

"Their you go, good job Sammy." Colby praised. I didn't understand, he was proud of me? I had just looked him in the eyes and he was proud? Whimpering, I lowered my gaze back to the bed we were sat on.

"You want to talk about it?" He asked. I panicked, talk about what? Did I do something wrong? I didn't understand he wanted me to look at him right? Tears fell from my eyes as the panic consumed me.

"Oh no baby, don't cry. We don't have to talk about it if you don't want to." He rushed out. I took a minute to calm myself down, Colby rubbing my back.

"I-Is th-this r-real?" I asked quietly. Colby stopped all what he was doing.

"Is what real?" He asked, sounding genuinely worried.

"A-are y-you r-real?" I asked again, letting the tears fall from my eyes. Colby sighed before gently pulling me into a hug.

"I'm real baby, everything is ok." I was tense as he spoke, "Why did you think this wasn't real?" I paused for a moment, debating on if I should tell him.

"H-He u-used recordings o-of your v-voice t-to trick me or m-make m-me break a r-rule." I sobbed, "th-then h-he w-would." I couldn't finish, instead I broke down into a sobbing mess. Colby held me tighter.

"Sam I'm so sorry that happened to you baby." His voice cracking a bit. "Is their anything I can do to prove it's real? Just Incase you ever need it." I thought for a moment.

"I-I don't k-know." I said, still sobbing into his chest. He just held me and let me cry, whispering sweet nothings into my hair.

Soon my loud cries had become soft sniffles. Colby continued to hold me and rubbed my back.

"You're ok Sammy. Everything's gunna be ok now. I won't let anything happen to you, alright?" I nodded as a few tears poured out.

"Are you hungry baby?" He asked, pulling back from me slightly. I shook my head no even though I was honestly starving. Colby looked at me worriedly.

"Sammy,  you have to eat something soon ok? I don't want you to starve yourself." He paused and lifted my chin. "Look at me." I snapped my head up, looking him dead in the eyes.

"You are not fat. Understand?" I nodded, he didn't seem convinced. "Say, 'I am not fat.'"

"I-I a-am not f-fat." I said hesitantly. I wanted so badly to believe what he was saying but I just couldn't. I had been told how disgusting I was every single day, it's hard to believe something different after being told that all my life.

"Good job Sammy." Colby praised. "I'm so proud of you baby." I felt relieved, I made Colby happy. I made him proud.

A small smile creeped on my face but I quickly hid it, looking down. Colby, however, had other plans and lifted my head back up gently.

"I like it when you smile, don't hide it." He said kindly as he planted a kiss on my forehead. I smiled more, feeling my cheeks heat up.

"You're so cute baby." Colby cooed before hopping off the bed. Did I do something wrong? Is he gunna leave me? Maybe he just got tired of me. I whimpered at the thoughts.

Colby looked back at me with concern. It only took him a moment before he realized what I was thinking.

"Oh baby, I'm sorry. I was just gunna go get some food and coffee, I didn't mean to scare you like that." He informed. I looked up at him, on the verge of tears, and nodded. He smiled sympathetically before continuing.

"I'll be right back ok Sammy? I promise." He said, awaiting my response. I just nodded, still a little panicked about him leaving.

He smiled at me before walking out the door, keeping it a little cracked. I really hope that he was telling the truth about coming back.