Too Deep✨- CZK

Chapter 38

Mj's POV

I watched Caleb leave. And man did that shit hurt. I just wanted to run up to him and stop him from leaving but I needed space. I couldn't even bare to look at him because of how stubborn I am. I really do care about him. I do, it's like I-Holy shit. Do I love Zion? The Caleb Zion Kuwonu? I quickly turned my phone back on. Impatiently waiting for it to turn on. And when it did, a shit load of notifications came rolling in. All from Caleb. I smiled looking at the texts he left me. I quickly sent him a text. Hoping he would understand.

Me
Caleb, I know I'm being stubborn but please try to understand where I am coming from. I want us to work out, I really really do. I'm just upset. Maybe come over later or tomorrow if you're not busy...partying. Anyways, be careful. Always🤞🏼

After sending the text I got a text back and he said we were gonna talk this through now. So I'm guessing he's coming back to my room. So now I just wait. Yes I'm upset. Maybe I overreacted but it still hurt. I laid back down, looking at my ceiling. Overthinking per usual. My mind was like running 1000 miles per hour. Which eventually stopped when I heard knocking on my door. "Come in" I said. Knowing exactly who it is. I heard my door open and close. I didn't want to sit up and I'm guessing he figured because I felt my bed dip besides me. I heard him sigh and felt him looking at me. "So we gon talk ma?" He asked. I could tell he was fed up with this but guess what. So was I. I closed my eyes before speaking. "Yeah." Was all I replied. I waited for him to speak and he waited for me to speak. So for a couple minutes it was dead silent. I could heard Kian and Jc talking shit to each other and laughing about it. I heard Corey's tv going. I slowly sat up and fixed my glasses. "Okay. Where do we start? How do we fix this?" I asked quietly. I looked over at him and as he sat up, facing me. Not breaking eye contact. He reached for my hand and held it. Occasionally running his thumb across my hand. "I start off by apologizing. Shit Maddi I was so excited for you to be coming home. And I guess I thought I could handle my drinking and limit myself. I'm so fucking sorry I forgot to pick you up. I know I party a lot and I promise I won't do it as often as I have before. I feel like a shitty ass boyfriend mamas." He said. I nodded my head. "I'm sorry too. I made you feel like you had to choose between me and your life. I shouldn't have done that shit. I guess I was just so upset that you partied and couldn't control yourself. I've waiting for so long to be back home. To have a break from all the traveling. I just wanted to be back and be laid up with you. I'm so exhausted from it Caleb. And I miss my brother so much and in for the first time I'm missing my dad." I looked away from him. Blinking the tears away. He pulled me in for a hug, rubbing my back. "I'm sorry baby. I promise I'm here for you. And I'll do my best to be here and not at some lame ass party's." He said. I laughed weakly at his words and nodded my head. "Now how bout you and I go to sleep? This hangover is kicking the black outta me" he said laughing. "Sounds like a good idea Caleb" I responded back. He took off his shirt and shoes. I crawled back under my blankets waiting for Zion. I watched carefully as he folded his jeans and put them on the love sack. He winked at me and wiggled his eyebrows. I laughed at how stupid he looked. "Hurry up, I wanna cuddle baby" I said laughing. He gave me his goofy smile "aight I'm coming mamas" he said. He crawled into bed with me and held me. After we both got comfortable, it had gotten quiet. I felt him stiffen a little. "Maddi?" I heard him say. I moved my head so I was looking at him and hummed in response. "Ion know if this is early or what but imma just say it.. Maddi James, I..I love you" he said looking into my eyes. I watched as he grew nervous. I smiled at him "I love you too Caleb" I said. I watched as he let out a sigh of relief. "Shit Maddi, had me scared shitless" he said laughing lightly. Which I returned as well, I laid my head back on his chest and drew small circles on his chest. "I'm glad you feel the same Caleb" I whispered. "I ain't felt like this for anyone. Except you Maddi." He replied. I felt him kiss the top of my head.

(Surprise!🥳 lol sorry I haven't posted in like 2 days?? Anyways guess what y'all! I'll be meeting Sam and Colby in May!! I'm so excited! Not only that but ya girl is graduating 4 days after I meet them!! 🥴)