I was the Villain in the book

Chapter 8- The Prince

Milliana's POV

It's been a while since I joined the guild and I never felt tired like this in so long.

I think I'm gonna take a break from all the quest they made me took up.

Well joining the guild and hanging out with the girls really did help me take my attention away from the protagonists.

I wonder how's the flow of the story

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It is school again and I can't believe I am running late.

I was walking so fast in the corridor when I saw the heroine talking to the prince.

I hid myself to avoid those two noticing me

I mean I'm not eavesdropping

I can't even hear what they are talking about

I just want them to stop chatting and leave

I am already late in the first subject

Come on guys hurry up

Enough flirting

I had no choice but to wait because this hallway is the only way I could get into my classroom unless I took the other way which is I have to climb up the tree because this is a second floor to go into the window to enter my classroom and that is pretty stupid

I look at them again carefully hiding myself

I took a peek checking if they're gone but they're not

Still they are enjoying themselves laughing

Seeing the prince make my chest hurt a little

Ugh why did I like him in the past anyway

When I saw them laugh these memories that I have in my past came back

I feel hurt somehow

But no hate

The book really did alter all these feelings that I have

The Milliana in the book was said to feel hate whenever she saw the protagonists together

But the Me in the past didn't feel any of that

Not a single bit

Maybe the book just really describe me as someone hateful but in fact the past me was only sad

I felt tears falling

I wiped the tears from my eyes

Why am I crying

I left the hallways and go into someplace where no one can see me

Tears kept falling as if I was hurting

These feeling coming back

I don't want it

I am glad that my memories are coming back but these feelings

I don't want it back

It hurts me a lot