BLACK LOTUS (BL NOVEL)

💮 Chapter 69: If you divorce...can I?

"You know what I was thinking when I saw you outside the classroom?"

Tang Shuo turned his head looking affectionately at Wen Niannan, those eyes were full of love.

Wen Niannan lowered his head to avoid Tang Shuo's intense sight, he said in a whisper: "What were you thinking?"

"I was wondering how there could be such a beautiful angel in this world, and the sound of the piano was so wonderful, you know, I had never cared about it before, but I decided to open a music studio to make music because that was what you liked and what you loved most."

Hearing that Tang Shuo opened a music studio because of him, the guilt he always felt for Tang Shuo grew more.

Wen Niannan suddenly squatted down, saying between sobs: "I...I'm very bad...It isn't worth it, I don't deserve you to do this, I'm a nasty man, Tang Shuo... I'm nothing... I'm a mess, everyone hates me...why are you always doing so much for me? I...I'm sorry...I'm sorry Tang Shuo..."

Tears suddenly were rolling down his chin falling to the ground, the man's voice choked intermittently as if he was trying to hold back the tears.

"Niannan, do you know how good you are? Why do you think that you aren't worthy, in my heart you're worthy of all the best things in the world. Your wings shouldn't be broken, you shouldn't give up on music you once thought of like life..."

"I"

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Wen Niannan raised his hand wiping off the tears from falling to his face over and over, he was trying to control his emotions, not wanting to burst into tears again.

"Niannan."

Wen Niannan kept his head down wiping the tears from his face, wiping them again and again, but when he heard Tang Shuo's voice, his hand stopped.

"Cry out...don't hold them, it'll be better to cry out, okay? "

In an instant a moment full of pain exploded, Wen Niannan burst into tears, streaming the tears with all the endless despair and sorrow.

After years of being subject to misery, to be hurt, again and again, to be disappointed, again and again, that was enough...

Tang Shuo heard the cry of the refrain of many years with sorrow, his eyes were moistened, he stepped forward squatting down.

They were very close to each other, Tang Shuo stretched his hand out slightly towards Wen Niannan, when he saw Wen Niannan wouldn't reject him, Tang Shuo reached Wen Niannan's crying eyes and gently wiped away the tears on his face.

"Niannan, can I hug you? Just this time..." Tang Shuo asked with a trembling voice.

Wen Niannan, surprised, after a long time, he slowly raised his head looking at the person in front of him, his voice quivered: "Okay..."

Hearing his reply, Tang Shuo's excited hands trembled, his outstretched hand shrank back.

"I...can I really?"

Tang Shuo gently held Wen Niannan into his arms, hugging him tightly, as if he was holding the whole world in his arms as if in the next second would disappear...God...it...wasn't a dream...

Time seemed to stop at that moment, the room was silent, full of warm decorations, a beautiful piano, two people hugging each other tightly, two hearts comforting each other.