Batfamily imagines and one shots!

Jason x (ftm) reader

Requested by: sadstarwarsfan14

ftm: transgender man/female to man

Supposed to be angst, I tried <(T-T<)

⚠ minor trigger warning ⚠ 

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"Are you ready?" the doctor asked me.

"As I'll ever be." I told them and they nodded, putting the mask on me, and I slowly fell asleep as they counted to 100. 

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When I woke up, I was in a hospital bed. I looked around, and saw my neighbor and close friend, Jason. "Hey, you awake?" he asked me.

"Yeah." I replied, still a little groggy.

"I'll get the doctor. Want water?" he asked.

"Yup." I replied and he nodded, leaving the room.

He later came back with the doctor and a bottle water. As I drank the water, the doctor explained to me the procedure went smoothly, and about the medication I'd have to take and if I experienced any discomfort, to make a call.

"Thanks for everything doc." I told him.

"No problem, sir. In a few more days we can have you discharged." he said and I nodded.

Once the doctor left, it was only Jason and I. "So, you planning on changing your name?" he asked, pulling up a chair.

"Who knows, maybe." I answered. "How do I look?" I asked him.

"Not bad, I still look better though." he said looking at my face.

"Wow." I rolled my eyes.

"Damn, anything you want to do?" he asked me.

".. go to the bathroom." I replied.

"On your own for that." he said and I scoffed.

"Whatever." I smiled and slowly made my way to the bathroom.

"You know how right?" he asked me.

"I'm not stupid." I told him.

"Just asking, you've never had to do it standing." he said. "I'm going for a smoke." he said and left.

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After my adventure into the bathroom, I made my way back to my hospital bed and relaxed. "I did it." I thought and smiled. 

It was hard gathering up the courage to do this surgery. When I told my friends, they were surprised since they didn't expect me to do this since I've never brought it up before.

A few days passed, then a week. I was living my life as I normally would and I stayed off my socials for a while, knowing that there are possibly not so pleasant responses from online strangers to my transition. 

"Ready?" Jason asked holding my phone.

".. Yeah." I said and he passed me my phone. Today was the day I would look to see what rumors or what others were saying about me.

"She is going against god by changing herself. God gave her a female body and she shouldn't be allowed to change that."

"What, she a man whore now?"

"Couldn't get any as a woman so turned into a man I guess."

"She totally did this for the attention."

"Waste of money."

"Tranny."

"She totally did this cause her crush is gay or some sht."

⚠ " go kys"

And the list went on. I mean, none of them really affected me that much, but some were annoying when they called my friends, who supported me, allies of the devil and that they were fags, uselessly LGBTQ+.

"So, how you feel?" Jason asked me.

".. Annoyed." I replied and continued scrolling.

"Don't worry about those cowards." he told me.

"I know that." I said, putting my phone down. 

"How are your parents?" he asked me.

"Still refuse to talk to me." I said, sitting back against the couch, propping my feet on my small stool.

"You don't need them." he told me.

"Yeah but.. they used to be supportive of everything, didn't think this would be the one thing they wouldn't accept." I stared at my ceiling. "thanks for letting me stay here by the way." I looked at Jason.

"No problem. All your things are still here anyway." he mumbled.

I used to be Jason's girl friend, when I told him about my decision he was surprised but the only thing he asked me was, if he could stop buying chocolates and ice cream monthly.

"We could sell a few things." I told him.

"Like what?" he asked me. "Better not be those gifts I got you."

"Nah, I like your cute gucci wallet and (brand) shoes, don't worry about it." I said and he just rolled his eyes.

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I tried, I'm sorry (T-T)