Batfamily imagines and one shots!

Damian x reader

Warning: Angst
Also, listen to the sing if you want to. I like it so I put it in
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I sat quietly at the back of the church, watching them exchange vows. There was no one sitting this far back, and I came in late so Damian doesn't know I'm here either. After they exchanged their rings, I left as they kissed, sealing their marriage.

I walked to the opposite side of the building, and leaned my head back smiling as tears ran down my face. "Stupid... you chose this... you don't het to feel sorry." I lectured myself sniffling and rubbing my eyes with my sleeve.

~flashback~
It's been a few years since Damian and I have began dating and its been about a year since I've moved into the manor. It has also been a few months since Damian and I have been engaged. I was looking through pamphlets of venues, food, decorations, etc.

I heard the whirring sound of the door to the batcave opened and I turned and immediately smiled seeing Damian. He saw me and gave me long kiss, hugging me close.

The days leading up to the wedding was filled with love and excitement, until it wasn't. "I am not getting married with HER in the room!" I frowned at Damian.

"She is my friend." Damian argued.

"Yes, your friend who is also your ex, who has tried kidnapping and or killing you, me, your father and brothers!" I said loudly.

"You're saying I cannot invite my ex yet, you can invite your asshole exboyfriend?!" He lectured me.

"Just because you don't like him, doesn't make him an asshole!" I yelled. "Besides he's not a murderer! Your friend is!" I said.

"What, because she's an assassin? Then what about me? Are you going to not marry me now? I've killed people too!" He said and stormed to our shared room.

I groaned and wanted to throw or hit something since I was so annoyed. I sat down, rubbing my head. I knew he was right, I shouldn't be against her coming. She's changed now, she only attacked us then because she was following orders. Now she was living under a new name, in a new city. I just hate the fact.. they used to date, and were also close to marrying each other.

I turned, looking back at the door leading to our room. I knew Damian didn't like talking about his past as an assassin. He's proud of where he came from and all the things he learned from them, but not the things they made him do.

I got up and walked to our bedroom and opened it slightly to see Damian sitting on the couch in the room. I slowly walked over to sit next to him. "I'm sorry about what I said." I spoke first. ".. if you want her to be there, we can invite her" I said placing my hand over his.

He shook his head, "I'm sorry. About your what I said about your ex, sorry. I just really don't like him." He said leaning against me.

"... we can not invite him." I said, "he is a bit too much of an attention seeker." I said leaning on him as well.

Thats how it continued for a while. We'd get in a fight, then take some time, then talk, and forgive or compromise.

Through all this wedding planning, Damian and I decided to try get a head start on making our family. Not like any of us are getting any younger. I had checked with the doctor, and sadly.. I can't have children. For some odd reason, I don't have any eggs in me to make a baby.

Of course I was upset, but I knew there were other options like adopting. After telling Damian he comforted me, saying we didn't have to have kids, and if we both wanted, then we could adopt.

Honestly for me, I wasn't ready to be a mother. I wanted to, but I had a short temper.. and when I'm angry, I want to hit something. Not good traits for a mother to have when a baby needs constant attention and is always usually fussy. But.. Damian wanted children. He can deny it all he wants, but I see him with children, and I know he'd make a great father.

So, a month before our wedding, I told Damian that I didn't want to marry him. He was devastated thinking he had done something wrong. "Dami." I stopped him from rambling. "I'm breaking it off. Not because of you. We want different things, and in the long run, I'd only be hurting you." I said to him smiling, returning the ring. "You should find someone who, like you, wants to start a family. I know you'll be a great father." I said to him and leaving to go pack.

~flashback over~

The woman Damian was marrying had a slight bump in her stomach. I watched from the side as the photographer took multiple pictures.

"...Congratulations.." I whispered, and turned my back walking away. In my head, I was hopeful, but knew it was impossible.. that Damian saw me.. and that he'd stop me, and confess his love to me even now. I smiled to myself knowing it's only and ever will be a fantasy. "... yeah..." I mumbled not noticing the light had changed and continued walking.

I could hear honking, screeches and yelling, but I ignored it thinking maybe there was a driver who took a wrong turn or something. "Should I buy them a wedding gift... even though.. I technically wasn't invited..." I thought. I didn't tell Damian where I had moved to, so he had no address to send my invite, if I had one at least.

I know I've been distracted, my distraction caused mishaps at work, so I was let go. I walked and walked until I arrived in a darker part of town. I smiled seeing a few familiar faces and sat down on the curb, next to my own tent. I live a sad life, but I have no one to blame but myself. "How was the wedding?" I turned seeing it was my 'neighbor'

"Beautiful." I said looking down to my feet. "He looked happy... he is happy. He's getting what he wants. That's all that matters."

"And you?" They asked.

"... I'm fine." I smiled turning and they were gone, like they were never here to begin with. "..fine.." I whispered feeling the tears stream down my face, wrapping my arms around myself.

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Sorry there wasn't much dialogues with Damian and the reader!

Also, what did you think of the reader in this? (Tried a lil something new compared to my other angsts)