Mera Zimmedari Se Janmon Tak Chalne Wala Pyar

6 Apologies to eachother on road and Bondita's decision

Anirudh bent on his knees and apologized Bondita for Playing with her fragile heart and behaving like a monster. Every men who are present there are feeling so embarrassed to see a young man, the son of a rich landlord is Falling on the feet of his little wife and they took it as a personal insult and became furious on Bondita. Whereas women are amazed to see a husband apologizing his wife for bringing a sautan to her. They felt jealous of Bondita's fate

The men shouted painfully (as if great adharm happening infront of their eyes): Anirudh babu what is this? .

Zamindar babu you should not do this.

Bondita is only looking at him painfully and accusingly with her looks and mob started murmuring to Trilochan to stop his nephew.

Trilochan know that his nephew won't stop, he also didn't like his bahu sparing her Patibabu like that. Why is she not lifting him up and in reverse why is she not falling on his feet and apologizing him for misunderstanding his love. He didn't like his bahu behaviour and thinking that it's all because of her Thakuma his bahu is also changing.

Binoy rolled his eyes looking at this drama whereas sampoorna is worried that Bondita may return back if Anirudh apologises in this way.

Trilochan to Bondita: Bahu..and signaled with his eyes to stop her husband

Anirudh shouted on them and at his kaka (mob) that : why kaka? Why are you signaling her to stop me? Let me apologise my goddess - his choti Durga to whom he had stabbed her heart mercilessly with his words . No one should talk now.

One person from mob: Bending on feet before wife is adharm, Anirudh babu. Men should keep wife at his feet but should not bend near wife's feet.

Anirudh: women are not slippers for our feet. They give birth to us , accompany in every stage of our life as sister, wife and daughter. We all depend on women from birth to last minute of our life on women and regarding Adharm....

(He looked at mob and then at Bondita)Adharm is already done by me. I have done more adharm than this to my Bondita, I have done adharm as shikshak babu for setting a wrong example, for teaching in wrong way to make her come to the right track, I became a bad shikshak for the best student who just forgotten her path ,

I have done adharm as a friend for leaving her hand in hard times alone just because just she didn't listen to my advices out of innocence and naivety and I have done adharm to her as a husband by insulting her infront of everyone, I have done ghor adharm (worst unrighteous thing) by pretending to her that I have brought second wife to me.

I have done all kinds of adharm to her - I made her as a hilarious topic to be gossiped infront of society, I made everyone to show fake sympathy on her, I myself gave chance to lustful men to ogle her , I have taken her for granted, I have broken her heart, broken her trust, made her shatter to the core, left her in darkness to let her cry, killed her soul and stained our pious relationship with my fitoori, my junoon (craziness) . What not adharm have I not done?

I don't even deserve to live..

If I ask sorry then the word sorry will be stained and lose its worth . (Feeling disgust of himself he had harshly caught his throat and told) I want to kill myself and bursted into tears and made his head touch her feet .

Bondita took her feet back despite of how much anger she had she recollected her mother's teachings before marriage that respect your husband as your God. She held his arms and she too sat on knees and started wiping his tears while sobbing

He continued:

I lost my balance in mind Bondita because you are listening to others words , because you are asking things that you should not even think in this tender age. You went to buy chamatkari sindur in class timings, you have started writing our both names on walls, you even got our names tattooed on your hand, what if it hurts you and you went to jungle to do fasting. What if anything happens to you. I got so worried that everyone are making you against me and forcing me by using you to create distance and differences between us