'My heart and body only desire only Bondita. The moment I realised my love on her I became calm and not interested in any infatuation ' - Anirudh told his introspects with shivering voice and body..
Tennis babu is still mocking: Acha wah anirudh babu wah! Just because your heart is beating for Bondita does it prove that you didn't do wrong? Have you forgotten your dark shaded past blunders .
He mocked on his past mistakes for still loving soudamini after marrying Bondita and even after 1 year bond with Bondita you are infatuated to manorama. How could you forget all your blunders.
When you learnt that Joydeep and Manorama are married secretly didn't your heart break on that day. Don't lie it to yourself
(Anirudh bent his head in guilty and nodded)
Tennis babu continuing: Now Anirudh babu tell me one thing. Is there no probability That by listening that naive girl name as Soudamini your manly desires your burried feelings might have raised up ..
Barrister Babu: Anirudh babu ask your heart did you ever feel in that way even for a single moment after knowing soudamini true colors or after realising your love for Bondita
Anirudh shooked his head.
Tennis Babu screamed: but it doesn't mean that you don't have sexual desires na Anirudh. You have desires. Even you have feelings..but all the time you are pushing away and reserving it for Bondita in future . Yesterday after inhaling aphrodisiac scent your desires are raised or not. Don't lie? If raindrops didn't hit you would you have stopped yesterday?
Similarly on that day also you might have wronged that innocent girl ..
When he is struggling with introspects it turned evening and Bondita Bhatuk came . She is in happy mood as she is teasing Bhatuk Outside
Anirudh went into washroom and washed his face.. he should not let Bondita affect by tbis. He kept all his feelings his struggles aside and spoke lovingly with them. she is highly elated to see his happy face and asked : Is the mystery solved Patibabu
His Smile is dropped but immediately told that : It will be solved soon Bondita. Don't worry.. I am working on it
She asked looking keenly into his eyes : you will be fine , right whatever be the situation
Her gaze and love is piercing his heart . For the first time it striked his mind that why Bondita had hidden brijwasi truth and her periods truth infront of him.
At that time he explained her not to break anyone trust but still situations Projected that she had broken it
Now on parallel she asked him not to bring any third person between them. Now one side of his self is believing that he had wronged another girl and broken her trust and other side he is still on dilemma.. how pathetic
He was in such a situation that he couldn't tell this problem to anyone. No one including his own family members will believe him and that too he is famous for his fitoori and he had confessed his infatuation on soudamini and Manorama to Bondita in Siliguri. at that time she had forgiven but will she forgive now ...no .may be definitely no. She won't believe him at all. She will again leave him and this time forever
She again snapped him and asked with worry : why are you silent again Patibabu ? What's going on in your mind. Again any negative thoughts to harm YOURSELF
He turned to her and shooked his head
She asked : Shotti
He said: shotti ..I will be fine in all situations for you Bondita..
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