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Bondita: I wanted to ask for solution

Anirudh asked Bondita: solution !? what solution will you ask doctor kaka or Thakuma?

Bondita: I too don't know Patibabu but I want to ask.....I have many doubts in mind and  want to ask many questions from both English doctor and ayurvedic doctor too . Clarify many doubts too.

Ok as of now we won't talk about this. Take some rest ..I will go and see if any work is there in kitchen

Anirudh held her hand and made her sit beside him and started pouring his heart out : sorry Bondita I know I am behaving foolishly but what to do ? Right now there is a struggle going on in between mind and heart and I am  struggling between it.

Mind is telling that I am behaving foolishly Whereas heart is only reminding me of Tupur screams and at any cost it can't see you in that place in labour room.

Mind is telling: Bondita likes children even you also like them . Everyone at one stage yearn for children .it's not wrong to have children

Heart is telling: But for that every woman had to play life and death game.

Despite of how much you love her worship her you can't take away that labour pain na Anirudh.. she only had to go through it

Mind is telling: but you are supressing Bondita's desires. Remember your maa also gave birth to you ..and sumati maa also gave birth to Bondita. If they both didn't give birth to you both now at this moment will you be with your Bondita like this

Bondita is looking at him emotionally when he is pouring out all his struggles and turmoil emotionally

Anirudh: In this way I am struggling Bondita..I am struggling alot. In that struggle only I have bursted on you and kaka ..sorry

She  placed his head in her lap and told placing her hand on his cheek: for me you are equally important alongwith our unborn children too patibabu.

I don't know that you are this much affected and suffocating yourself inside .

Infact I was also affected and got scared to listen Tupur screams but you know what doctor and nurses telling her at that time : Tupur !  some more  time..just push Tupur..push ..keep trying

Once the head and shoulders of baby comes out then you won't have this much of pain. In two days  you will be recovered and you can even do your own works

Nurse  : This is your and your husband's love both of your genes coming out in form of life . Don't you want to see it once..try beta try

With their words I don't know if Tupur got motivated or not but I was so motivated and touched by . Till that moment I didn't think much about children but after listening to their words only my motherly love got awakened inside me .

Anirudh with breaking voice: Bo.. Bondita and cuddled her and told sorry .. . She too stayed in his arms for a while and later told : I know that this is not correct age and if you are not ready then I can wait . I don't want to pressurise you for children. 

BUT I can't see you and myself like that always being sad and lost in gloominess. This is the most horrible than any other pain..

This is not our nature na Patibabu. We have surpassed this kind of tensions earlier also and came this long in our journey. Problems had came and gone in our lives na making us and our bond stronger . This fear of yours will also go away

But apart from this We promised to stay together and jointly overcome all kind of problems na .

Anirudh: haa Bondita