Asian Celebrities Imagines

Im Changkyun: Losing

Scenario: your boyfriend comes home in worry that his behavior could drive you away (established relationship)

Pairing: Changkyun x gender-neutral reader

Requested: no

Genre: hurt/comfort? , fluff

Warnings: none I think

Word Count: 400+

A/N: it's soft. 

Changkyun came to find you later in the evening, carefully opening the door before he quietly made his way over to sit down on the lower end of the bed.

"I'm sorry", he let out a regretful sigh. "Talking isn't my strong point, you know that."

It was late but you were glad to see him and so you moved beneath the blanket, to sit up, shuffling closer. "It's okay, you don't have to apologize. I'm the last person you should ever feel like you had to explain when you simply want to spend some time alone. I get that. And you know, I'm just like that, too."

Your tone was soft and you looked at your boyfriend with loving eyes and a small smile on your lips, your hand reached for his to gently hold it.

"I was only hurt for a moment when you sent me away, that's all. Don't overthink it."

"So..." He swallowed, still a bit tense. "Are you sure, we're good? I didn't mean to hurt you."

You nodded your head reassuringly.

You were aware of the fact, his intention hadn't been a bad one, he just needed some time and space. Not handling rejection very well was your issue and it was not his fault this situation felt like that to you when it truly wasn't even him rejecting you.

"Don't waste your pretty brain worrying about it", you murmured lightly and let go of his hand after a brief squeeze. "Come to bed when you're ready."

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He moved himself under the blanket right next to you and wrapped his arms around you, his head resting against your shoulder. Feeling you close like this, cuddling and holding you, was what kept him in one piece during all the stressful times and the hardships in his life. You made him feel safe, peaceful. Home.

He could never forgive himself if he hurt you and drove you away with his behavior.

The way Changkyun was clinging to you, you could tell he was worried and a sad sigh left your lips. "Stop torturing yourself and let it go. Please", you begged of him, your voice was quiet. "I'm right here, Changkyun. I won't leave. I promise."

He only hugged you tighter and then nuzzled your neck, breathing in your familiar scent more deeply. With every second of the affection and your affirmations, his head was calmed and he became more relaxed. The sleepiness finally found its way to him.

He could never be without you again. And while he wished he could tell you, he didn't have the words to say it and express just how he felt.

"I'm not leaving you", you whispered as you felt him drifting off to sleep.

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