In love with a Nerd (Jerrie Thirlwards) Little Mix

Chapter 40...I'm worthless

Jade POV

I was hugging my mom in the living room when we suddenly heard a cab pulled out in front of our house.
Mom took a quick look at the window and immediately spoke up.
"I think we have someone over." Mom told me and I immeditely stood up mouthing her that I'll be upstairs.

I stood over my bedroom door when I recognized the voice mom was talking to.
Perrie?! I questioned myself, slightly surprised why she came.
Tears continued to ran down my cheeks upon hearing Perrie's voice sounding so worried.
Does she really care about me? Why is she even here?
I covered my mouth with my hands as soon as I felt my cries becoming louder.
I don't want her to see me right now, I look so stupid.
After their conversation, I closed the bedroom door and sat on the floor with my back leaning against the wall and knees close to my chest.
"I'm worthless."

Perrie POV

I slept for a few a hours last night. My mind kept wondering about Jade, I couldn't take her off my mind.
Is she okay? Does she need someone to talk to? Is she hurt? No matter how hard I tried to answer my own questions telling myself that she'll be fine, I still end up worrying. I think it'll only end once I get to see her and hug her and tell that I'll always be there for her and that I love her.
Yes! I love her, and I don't care if she doesn't love me back at least she'll know how I truly feel for her.

I went to school eagerly than usual. As soon as I reached the gates, I immediately searched for the brown eyed beauty that I've fallen in love with. I wandered around the school until the bell rang signalling the start of classes.

When I entered my first class, our teacher was late so I was lucky, but not totally since I didn't see Jade earlier.
As soon as I sat down I overheard the conversation of the girl sitting behind me.
"I saw it last night, and it was absolutely hilarious!" The girl said then she continued.
"With what she did with Jade, that Gigi became popular instantly. The whole school knows about it!"
With her words, anger took over me and I suddenly faced the girl.
"What did Gigi do with Jade?!" I questioned angrily making the blood on the girl's face drain.

Jade POV

After I ceased crying, mom asked me about it and I told her. She really felt sorry for what happened, and I feel really bad that I got her so worried about me.
Mom told me that I am such a strong person, that life isn't perfect and that I should believe in myself and not listen to everything they say. One day I'll find the right person for me, and one day I'll fulfill my dreams and these challenges make me a better person.

I'm glad to have my mom by my side. I love her so much and I don't know what I would do without her. She believes in me, and with her encouraging words, it makes me want to believe in myself too.

I went to school no matter how hard I wanted to stay in bed. Calum walked with me, I told him what happened and he's really pissed about it.

When we went to school, everybody's eyes
Were glued to me. I saw Zayn hanging with some dudes near the school gates when I suddenly realized that Calum was no longer next to me.
The next thing I know , a few people were cheering over someone who's getting into a fight.
To my horror, it was Zayn and Calum!
"Oh no!" I gasped.