LGBTQIAP+ Milestones: Book 3

Confusion for years

By Rossetta

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You can call me Rosetta I guess. I am thirteen going on fourteen and pansexual. If you don't know what being Pansexual it means you love someone off of their personality not their gender or appearance. It's really confusing at times when people ask me questions and what/who I love so here it goes. About a few years ago in fifth grade I had my first female crush who we'll just call Angel. She was sweet and we were friends or just talked and I really liked her. However I moved away and never saw her again that is until the beginning of the school year when I walked into RTI math or extra help for math the third day of school and there she was sitting with headphones on and kitten stickers on her binder. She was just as I'd remembered and it just killed me inside. I was different so different she didn't recognize me like most people from my old schools did so to stand the pain I never told her and soon enough that crush died. I was really confused after that and I still am though thankfully were not in the same classes anymore and I can breath again. Who knows maybe I'll get a dance from her at this years formal?

Love, Rossetta

Xoxoxo