LGBTQIAP+ Milestones: Book 3

My Rainbow Experience

By Speedy_Tracer19

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Hi. My name is up there, but for simpler terms, call me Lena. Anyways, I bet you're now asking, "Lena! Why are you here?" Well, to share my experiences of course! I'm a lesbian, and even though I have a super up-beat attitude, I'm still in the closet to quite a bit of people in my life.Anyways, I guess I should start somewhere in the beginning. I started questioning myself earlier this year. Heck, I still find myself questioning myself. This was after I had a boyfriend, after we broke up (don't worry, I was the one to break up with him). After a bit, I figured out I was probably lesbian, and at the time I said "okay whatever". Don't hate on me now, I didn't 100% know the struggles of being in the lgbt community.After a couple months, I came out to my sister, who was totally cool with it (thank God she was, she was the first person I came out to!). Later, I told my dad, who sort of just tried to make me think that I think I was a lesbian. I haven't come out to my mother, so I can't put something here for that.Case you're wondering, I have had a girlfriend. We will call her Cookie. Cookie was my light in the darkness. Sadly, we had to break up. They are personal reasons, so I'm not gonna say them. Today, I'm battling not only my sexuality and depression, but possibly also my gender. But who knows? I've gotten this far, I'm sure I will go far. Thank you everyone for reading. <3