LGBTQIAP+ Milestones: Book 3

Firstish Girl Crush

By Thalia

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So when I was younger I met one of my now friends. We both were at the renfair every year so we just kind of had to be friends.

Back then I said I was straight. Ha. I went through so many stages. Most people think I'm asexual and aromantic, I had told them that. I did it because then everyone would leave me alone about who I liked. I'm pansexual tho. Back to the story. So back then I thought I was straight. I couldn't have been. I thought a little bit to much about this girl. TBH she might be reading this. That's why I'm not saying her name. This year she told me she was bi so I flipped out. I had realized I kind of liked her. She likes everyone but me. It hurts but I'm fine with it. I'm going to ask my other crush out when my school year begins in August. As I like him much more. She's just a lapse in judgement I guess. I no longer like her as of today. I started to think more on other people, so I guess this story is kind of pointless, but she was my second female crush. First if you count before I realized it was a crush.