My Deepest Thoughts

The sad Love story

Everybody is talking about love
But don't know what it is
How do you know that your love is real?
How can you love when you are scared?

I told him I am not strong enough to love
So I refused to give him my heart
I told him I don't love him
He held me tight
I didn't want him to let go
But he has to leave him
He was looking dead into my eyes
I don't want him to stop staring
But I can't keep looking at him
He told me
" look into my eyes and tell me you don't love me"
He was looking at me as I look at him
He could see right through me as I could see through him
He could see that I was resistant
He could see that I didn't mean the word that I said
He could see me. The real me.
But I don't want that
As tears roll down my cheeks
I told him "I can't love you"
I turned around trying to leave
He got his last hold of me
I didn't want him to let go but he did
He told me " I love you and I know you don't mean what you say. But I can't force you"
So I left
Waiting for him to call me back but he didn't
Instead he ran towards me
Hugging me as thight as possible
Begging me to not let go
He don't want me to leave him
And that is how I know his love for me was real
So I am holding on to him
And never letting go.
Because I love him.