IS THAT OKAY WITH YOU?

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If I tell you my wish will you fulfill it?
If I tell you what I really want
Can you make it come to pass?
If I tell you the only thing that I want
It is something that you can do
Maybe something you won't do
But it is not beyond your control.
If I tell you what my wish is
Will you do it?

                                                  If it is something that I can do
                                                  Why won't I do it?
                                            If it is something that you want
Something that is within my reach
If it is something that that is truly troubling your mind
And something that won't risk any life
Why will I refuse to give you
Tell me what your wish is
And I will try my best to fulfill it.

Will you tell me you love me? 
You have a heart,
Can you just let me fit in a tiny piece of it?
No matter how dark it is
Can you let me put some light in it?
I understand that it is broken
Just give me a chance to put it together
This is my wish
Am I being to selfish?

I can't
It is not that I won't
But I can't
My heart is still hurting from my last heartbreak
My heart has shattered into many pieces
That cannot be put together
My heart is not dark
At least it is not meant to be
If you see darkness
That is just what they did to me
But I would give you my broken heart
But that is the only thing that helps me love myself
And even it is not enough for me.
That is what keeps me from hurting myself
Without it,  I will be done with my life
So you can't take it. 

But if telling you I love you will make your day
I have no problem with using my voice
If you are okay knowing
I just said it,  I don't mean it
If it is fine with you
If you hear it,  but can't feel it
Then I will tell you
But know my words are just empty,  broken promises
Will that be okay with you?

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